Difficult

- Difficult- part 20 -

  “Hey again” he said and smiled. “And now I want to talk to you” I said. “Okay” he said and turned his head. “so Mac… he’s in love with me, I know that now for sure but now… are you…. in love with me?” I asked. “Uhm…uh… y… yes” he said. “It’s okay you don’t have to stutter” I said and gave him a little smile. “Look Mac said that I have to choose you but I’m going to break his heart by that and I don’t want that. You are amazing to of course and I don’t know what to do. And I have to tell you something. When we first met I had a boyfriend and I didn’t want to say it. Idk why but it was a little difficult between me and my boyfriend. Divial. But I broke up with him when I went to my country. So that problem is solved but now this and I don’t know what to do anymore” I said so fast and breathed slowly out. “Wow that’s a whole sandwich aha. But I understand it. It’s okay. Really.” He said. “Really?” I asked. “Yeah” he said. I smiled. “But… think about it okay… take your time… idk who you like the most but yeah… and if you wanted to know… Lizzy likes Marcus for a long time” he said. “Does Marcus like her to?” I asked. “I don’t know, he never seemed so interested in her. But she in him. Maybe he will try with her” Tinus said. I nodded. “I’m going out” I said. “Where are you going” he asked. “I don’t know” I said and walk out. I just walk and walk till I see a bench before a little lake. It’s beautiful. I sit down and just think…everyone says that I should choose Martinus… I first met him… and talk with him the best… and I have that feeling when I’m with him…I just don’t know. What I have to do? *crack* I hear.