Unseen, unwatched, unwanted. Lawlight.

Tomorrow Morning

~Light's POV~

I still can't sleep. I heard the many tiles L was clicking a second, I never actually payed attention to that...

I wonder many things as fast as L's fingers go.

'Well, if I am able to keep on with the 'Kira' case, without blowing that I am 'Kira', a few more days, I can tell L in a couple days that I like him, or rather love him. Depending on his reaction, it's only a matter of time before I tell him I'm 'Kira'. As for Misa, once I tell L that I am 'Kira' I'll ask him for someone who we can make Rem kill, once she is dead, I'll make my disposal of Misa. I cannot do it right away, since there's a 99.9% chance that Rem will kill me instead...'

"Hmm, interesting..."

Is he talking to himself..? I let out a soft sigh, so soft I know he didn't hear. I shuffle a little, and turn around, yet he hadn't noticed. As to scare him I asked,

"What are you doing Ryusaki?" In a really fast pace.

"Agh!"

He suddenly closed the laptop, clutched it to his chest and said,

"It's nothing, Light. What are you doing awake, anyways?"

"Don't try to change the subject."

"Um, it's just stuff from the 'Kira' case...?"

"Oh really..?" I said with a little sarcasm in my voice.
Well I couldn't hold what was coming out of me. I got on top of him, not in a Pervy way, not yet, at least, straddled his legs, and reached for the laptop. He was very hard to work with. He kept struggling under me. Trying to kick me so he could move. Then he did the unexpected. He pulled in the chain between us, and I fell on top of him, his legs going free. He then pushed me off the bed, laptop still in his hand. He was looking pretty hot. Thankfully, since he was focused on the laptop before, he didn't noticed my, still-fully-hard. 🙄
I managed to pull the covers over my legs, so he didn't notice.

"What are you thinking?!"

"I'm sorry. But, why are you being so suspicious? First you cover your laptop, then you throw me to the ground, and next you scream at me?"

I tried to keep my voice calm. As calm as I could.
But it was annoying.

"Well, it's not my fault you are trying to look into my personal stuff?!"

"Your personal stuff?! Didn't you say it was from the 'Kira' case?!"

"Y-yeah! But it's information I shouldn't share with you!?"

"You know what, L?! I'm tired! Not only of you accusing me of being 'Kira'! Also you and your dark secrets, your robot personality, your emotionless self, it's annoying. I hate it!"

In one swift motion I stood up and turned around, grabbing the covers, and laying down again. I looked over my shoulder to see him standing there, still and chocked. Before I could think of anything, L said,

"I'm the one acting suspicious?! Look at your actions before you talk."

'Sigh! How am I gonna tell him?! Will I ever tell him?! It's so complicated! How am I gonna say: " Hey, Ryusaki, I'm in love with you also, I'm 'Kira'!" 🙄

I think I should stick with my original plan? But is that actually a good plan? I mean, what if he doesn't return the feeling? What would I do then? It's gonna hurt my feelings, that I know. But, why would he like me? I'm 'Kira' after all.'

I wonder what will happen tomorrow morning.

~L's POV~

I was actually working on the 'Kira' case, until I thought Light was actually asleep. I don't know why he's acting weird, but I'm going to find out. He never uses the covers, so why now? He was also very distracted. I wonder what is going on with him.

When I was certainly sure he was asleep, I stopped what I was doing and on google searched 'Love'.

Love:

An intense feeling of deep affection.
"babies fill parents with intense feelings of love".

A person or thing that one loves.
"she was the love of his life".

Feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to (someone).
"do you love me?".

"Hmm, interesting..."

Out of nowhere,

"What are you doing, Ryusaki?"

"Agh!" That really took me by surprise. I didn't know he was awake?! I quickly closed the laptop in hand and clutched it to my chest.

"It's nothing, Light. What are you doing awake anyways?"

"Don't try to change the subject."

"Um, it's just stuff from the 'Kira' case...?"

"Oh, really...?" He said, a little sarcasm noted on his voice. He jumped on top of me, straddled my legs, and reached for the laptop in my hand. I couldn't do more, than trying to kick him. Then I got an idea, why not pull the chain?! I pulled on it, by his face, he didn't expect it. Then, when my legs went free, I pushed him of the bed. I stood up after him, laptop still in hand. He had already the covers with him, I couldn't see what he was hiding.

"What are you thinking?!" I scream without thinking, but it was an appropriate sentence for the situation.

"I'm sorry. But, why are you being so suspicious? First you cover your laptop, then you throw me to the ground, and next you scream at me?"
He tried to keep calm, I couldn't. I was nervous.

"Well, it's not my fault you are trying to look into my personal stuff?!"

"Your personal stuff?! Didn't you say it was from the 'Kira' case?!"

"Y-yeah! But it's information I shouldn't share with you!?"

"You know what, L?! I'm tired! Not only of you accusing me of being 'Kira'! Also you and your dark secrets, your robot personality, your emotionless self, it's annoying. I hate it!"

That was mean. It hurts my feelings. I'm a human, too.
I was startled, shocked. In one swift motion, he stood up, turned around and climbed in bed, covers over his legs. Before he could move another muscle, I said,

"I'm the one acting suspicious?! Look at your actions before you talk."

So, why was I searching the word 'Love' in the first place? Well, I kinda have feelings for Light. Not like friend feelings, something more. But, as he said, I'm emotionless. I can't understand this feeling. But I think I Love Light. I do know what Love is and what it means. I just don't know how it feels like, though now I know. It feels weird, I feel dizzy, butterflies,etc. Even though he has Misa. Who would love me in that way, anyways?!

How am I going to tell him...? He has feelings for Misa.
I wonder what will happen tomorrow morning.