Please be mine. (Andley)

Chapter three ''What to feel.''

 Ashley’s POV

I sit down at the table eating my food. I don’t really feel like eating and I don’t know why. ‘’Honey, are you alright?’’ my mom asks concerned. ‘’Yeah, I’m fine. I’m just not that hungry.’’ ‘’Well you can leave the table if you want.’’ I stand up and take my plate to the dishwasher. I go to my room and throw myself on my bed. I look at the ceiling. ‘’What is wrong with you?’’ I ask myself. Since I’ve met Andy I feel different. I feel happy and I have those weird feelings in my stomach. I decide to go get something to drink and sit outside.

My mom is in the garden too. ‘’Oh yeah mom.’’ ‘’What is it Ashley?’’ I start smiling. ‘’I can work at the music store for at least the rest of the summer.’’ She hugs me. ‘’That’s great Ashley.’’ ‘’There is this guy, Andy, who helped me with everything today. He is very nice.’’ When I say that I have this happy feeling. ‘’It’s great that you are making new friends.’’

The next morning I have to start working at 8am, just like Andy. Why am I thinking so much about him, I just don’t get it. I put on my clothes and leave the house. When I get to the store he is already there. ‘’Hey, good morning Ashley.'' I look into his blue eyes. They are beautiful. Stop it Ash, I say to myself. He is a guy, what are you thinking. ''Morning Andy.'' I start blushing again so I go to the toilet quickly. When I get out he is already gone. Phew, that was close. I think I like him, I’ve never had this feeling before. But I ain’t gay. I can’t be. He probably isn’t either so I have to hide these feelings. I think I am in love with Andy. I watch him from my spot. He is beautiful. But I can´t tell him, I can´t tell anyone. They will all make fun of me for liking a boy.

This day goes by very quick. I´m finished working at 3pm. Andy has to work to 6pm so we can’t hang. That sucks. I walk towards him, getting all nervous. ‘’Hey Andy.’’ I say shy. ‘’Hey, what's up’’ ‘’Here is my phone number, because we both have two days off, I figured we could text to hang out or something.’’ I hope he doesn’t think I’m weird now. ‘’Oh that’s cool, I will text you than.’’ He starts smiling. ‘’Good luck today, bye Andy.’’ I wave. ‘’Bye Ashley.’’ This day couldn’t have been any better.