Please be mine. (Andley)

Chapter six ''The nervs.''

Andy's POV

I sit here blankly on the couch, still trying to understand what just happened. I shouldn't have kissed him, he doesn't like me. Nobody does. I feel very sad and start crying. I bury my head in my knees. I hear I got a text message. Could it be Ashley?

No Andy, it’s not your fault. It’s my fault.
I really like you too, I just couldn’t handle it.
You are the first boy I like, I didn’t even knew I would ever say this.
I’m sorry I left you there, I was scared. I’m so sorry.

I…I love you too Andy.

-x Ashley

He...he loves me? I can't believe what I am reading. He fucking loves me. A smile appears through my tears. If i'm calm again I call him. We really need to talk. I feel like I'm ready. Scrolling through my contacts I look for Ashley's number. I call him. It takes a while before he picks up.

"Ash, are you okay?" I hear him breathe heavily. He remains silent, so I decide to do the talking. "Ash, I'm really sorry. I'm not mad at you for leaving. I was too hasty I guess, but I couldn't hide it anymore." I hear him sniff, he is probably going to cry. "Do you want to come over tomorrow, to talk?" really hoping he says yes. "Yeah, sure. Is it okay at 2pm?" I smile. "That's perfect, see you tomorrow than. Bye Ashley."  "Bye Andy." He ends the conversation. I'm so glad he wants to talk to me. I really don't want to lose him because of this.

I have a hard time falling asleep. I keep thinking about Ashley and our conversation tomorrow. 1am my clock says. I really need to get some sleep. I close my eyes again and hope to get some rest.

Ashley's POV

After the phone call I was a bit scared. What if it goes wrong after all? What if I can't look at him anymore without feeling ashamed. Suddenly my mom comes in. I freak a bit. "Hey honey, is everything alright? You've been in your room for the whole evening, is something wrong?" Ofcourse something is wrong, but I won't tell her. She totally hates gay people, so I'm afraid she will hate me too. I swallow my tears away. "No mom, I'm okay. I just feel a bit ill that's all." She keeps looking at me suspicious. "Well okay than, if you need anything let me know okay?" I try to smile but I just can't. "Thanks, I will." She closes the door. I put my pajamas on and try to get some sleep.