Mystery Is Her Name

Hopeless Cause

I can see it now. 'Here lies Kassie Michelson. The lovely and curious one', My funeral will be sweet and short. Cause of death: Heart Attack that never ended, even in the afterlife i'll still be feeling it. How in the world did a girl, like Savannah just walk into my love view. I don't know about myself, the emotions in me are confused, but then kind of ok with this...What. The. Fuck.

Meanwhile sitting with Dee, just makes it worst. "Hey you good? Getting tired on me?", once Deanna asked me that, I just took it and ran with it. "Yeah. I must be. I'll see you in the morning. I'm crashing a little earlier then usual", I said fake yawning and stretching. Dee just looked at me, I could tell she didn't believe that bull, but she took it and said goodnight. I got to my room, grabbed my tablet and started playing some Episode games, until I feel asleep.

The next morning, I didn't realize what time I crashed, the only thing I know is I still had my tablet next to me and I was on top of my covers. I looked at the time on the tablet. As I looked at the time, it read 6:21 AM. I'm already up might as well ahead and get my day started. Besides, my stomach command me.

At the time, still in my pajamas, I exited out my room, went to the bathroom to freshen up for the new day. "I wonder if anyone is here?", I questioned myself, but then rethought the time, "Naw, knowing Dee and considering the time. She's probably on her daily run", realizing this out loud.

In addition, my stomach growled for me to acknowledge it, like hello what about me here, "Ok. You now have my attention", arguing with my stomach. I walked in the kitchen and started taking out eggs, pancakes, seasonings and a pan. Turned on the oven and started doing my thing. It took a minute for the oven to heat up, but when it did I started on prepping my food. Whenever I cook, my attention would be on just the food. So when I heard a open door, It didn't dawn on me that Savannah was still in the house, "Good Morning", she said, with a cute yawn. All I could do was not turn around and she would not be able to see this smile on my face, that I trying hard to get rid of. "Smells good. Whatcha cookin' up", Geez. Was this girl a ninja in a pass life I barely heard her come up to me.

As Savannah stood by me examining my cooking skills, I could feel her boobs on my back. In seconds, they were gone, I secretly kind of miss them, as she backed up to the table, "So you can cook? Oh how I can't wait to taste the Chef's master piece", with a chuckle she grabbed two plates, passed me one, and sat down at the table. I fixed her a plate and then myself, "So Savannah? What do you do for a living?", What? I said I was curious. I know nothing of this woman, and my curoius ways wonder. She's probably a model anyway.

Savannah did a little chuckle, and looked at me and smiled. "Well, if you must know, I'm not a model, if thats what your thinking...", Darn it, "But I do work with them", "Really?", interrupted her with my question. She took a bite of her food, "mhm, I'm a Photographer. I work for a travel agent, but I'm on break at the moment", she said that last part scratching the back of her head.

I just looked at her fascinated, as she talked about her job with passion, how she got into it, the best against the worst parts and who she worked with in the past. As she finished with the conversation, she throw away her plate and turned to me, "So? Ready to go shopping?", I nod my head and we left to start the day.

After 3 hours of casual house shopping, Savannah and I dropped everything in the kitchen and crashed on the couch, "Its pretty hot. Do you ladies have a pool or something near by", she asked as she got up a stretched. I pondered for a moment, "Yeah. Its one not that far", "Cool. Get dress, met back on the couch. About 10 minutes", she smiles and left the room.

Once I stepping into my room, the breathe I didnt even know I was holding just exhaled out of me. I started searching for my swim wear, once I found it I put it on. 'I'm going to the pool with Savannah. I'm going to see Savannah in a bathing suit. I'm slowly freaking out, but then yet I'm compose', I was so calm, but then yet. 'What the fuckory is wrong with me!'. There was no why I was just...., "Kassie. You ok. Sweetie?", Omg. The way she calls me sweetie. I'm melting. No! Counsel. Don't feel. Your Elsa right now Bitch!, sigh...I have to tough love myself sometimes. "In a minute", I respond. I look at reflection in the mirror one last time before go out there, 'Ok. Ready. Set. Go!'.

I came out of my room, once I did I was just mesmerized. I stood there looking at Savannah lookimg amazing. Just by looking at her in that two piece green bikini, her body was like a  model all dressed up. It felt as if I was looking at one of Cocoa Colas summer design bottles, "Ready?", I tell you not, when she asked me that I wanted to say, 'Anytime. Any day. Any place I can leave any makers?'. "Kassie? You good?", she swapped me out of my zone, "Yeah. Ready to go", I said walking pass her. She caught up with me and grabbed my hand, I looked at our hand joined together and back at her, smiling at me with her beauty shining like the summer sun. What am I going to do. Pray for me.