My Past, My Present, My Future

I'm thinking to myself the things of when I was little. I'm only remembering certain parts of my life. I remember living in Oklahoma, taking walks to the mailbox with my dad. I remember the friends I grew up with till I moved. I remember a restaurant we went to in Germany. How come I don't remember going to Germany, or anything else that my mom caught on tape.

I watch the VCR tape. It looked like I was six years old or under. I wish I can remember all those memories. Especially being with my dad and living the little kid life.

*Time passes by*

I was living with my uncle, aunt, and cousins for a while in Texas. Again, I don't remember much. I just remember if you got in trouble, then you would be spanked with a belt from my uncle.

*More time goes by*

I moved again. By then I am around ten or so years old. All it is, is just my mom, brother, and I living together. Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. My brother was born in Oklahoma too in 2001. I'm guessing ages here, because I honestly don't know how old I was. I do know that I got my first phone when I was eleven.

Well back to what I was saying. It was just us three together. My dad had went to the Army. My parents were divorced, but I don't know when they divorced I just know they were. My mom got a boyfriend. He was nice at first, but then I started talking about my dad around him and he yelled at me to never talk about my dad again or else he will kick me out the house.

Where was my mom while he was yelling at me? Oh, well she was in the bathroom. When she came out he stopped and smiled. That innocent face of his, I just wanted to shoot him or run away with my brother.

I suppose school was great. I only had a little bit of friends that were girls. I always hanged out with the guys. Meaning the nerds and geeks. They were awesome! We came up with our own group name. It was called, The Three H's. We were the best of friends and why we called ourselves that was because all our names started with the letter H.

*Some time flies by*

That boyfriend and my mom, were gonna get married! I was like my life is over.

They didn't get married after all because I don't know why.

Well she gets another boyfriend, I didn't like him either. It was over fast.

*Time goes by*

Flu season was here. Well I have allergies in the first place. So I ended up getting really sick. I had the flu, then it was allergies, and here it goes. I'm about to say the scariest and you probably don't want to be my friend any more because you might think in crazy or something.

Well when you are sick, you go to the doctor to give you medicine for the flu. My doctor gave me a medicine that starts with a Z. I don't remember. I hate medicine.

Oh. Ha. That's not the scariest thing I was going to say. This part coming up now is scary.

I was allergic to the medicine she gave me!!!! On the bottle, it says that if I am allergic to it, I will have these symptoms: illusions and other things I probably can't spell.

My mom didn't know until after everything was done. I wasn't sleeping at all. I didn't sleep for weeks. I couldn't stand the dark at all. When I tried sleeping, it got worse. So there is this bug killer you plug in your room to kill on the bugs silently. The name brand is Black and Decker. Yes, I am saying the name brand so you won't buy it. It ended up sparking, and catching fire for a few seconds. Then smoke in the shape of a skull and bones came out and disappeared.

It got hot in my room fast, I got chills, and I had a tall, black, shadow standing over me.

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