Losers club x reader ~prefrences, oneshots, possible smut~

Richie x reader

(A/n: This story is gonna be based on the musical 'Be more chill' If you haven't heard of this musical it's basically the main character, Jeremy, becomes cool and chill by taking a pill, called a SQUIP. As the story goes on, He leaves his best friend, Michael, alone. and at the biggest party of the fall while Jeremy's bein all cool and shit, Michael is alone in the bathroom having a breakdown, so this is gonna be depressing .__.)(P.S. This is gonna be during modern time so they have phones and shiz. There's gonna be some slight stan x reader)

YOUR POV

Here I am, at the Halloween party, the losers were having a great time at least, especially Richie. Ever since he took that stupid pill he was ignoring us, even me, his closest friend. He surprisingly took interest in me, the school druggie, the stoner. He went upstairs with Greta, I look at him, this wasn't the Richie I knew, the one I knew was always cracking jokes, a trashmouth, and the love of my life...

~Play song~

I go into the bathroom, as I lock the door, behind me. I go to the tub as I sit down as I remember the memories of me and Richie.

"I am hanging in the bathroom at the biggest party of the fall...I could stay right here or disappear and nobody'd even notice at all.."

He was my closure, my safe person, that I could count on... and now he's with some sleaze that probably doesn't give a shit about him.

"I'm a creeper in a bathroom 'cause my buddy kinda left me alone. But I'd rather fake pee than stand awkwardly, or pretend to check a text on my phone."

I look at the photo's of me and him on my phone.

"Everything felt fine when I was half of a pair, Now through no fault of mine, there's no other half there. Now I'm just (y/n) in the bathroom, (y/n) in the bathroom, at a party. Forget how long it's been. I'm just (y/n) in the bathroom, (y/n) in the bathroom at a party."

I hear someone knock

"No, you can't come in!"

I lay in the bath tub

"I'm waiting it out 'till it's time to leave. And picking at grout as I softly grieve, I'm just (y/n) who you don't know, (y/n) flyin' solo, (y/n) in the bathroom by herself... all by herself..."

I sit up

"I am hiding, but he's out there, just ignoring all our history..memories get erased, and I'll get replaced with a newer, cooler version of me."

I hear someone singing as I smile a bit

"And I hear a drunk girl sing along to Whitney through the door, 'I wanna dance with somebody!' And my feelings sink 'cause it makes me think ' now there's no one to make fun of drunk girls with any more'"

I start to frown, me and Richie use to have fun... that's what made me fall for him.

" Now it's just (y/n) in the bathroom, (y/n) in the bathroom at a party, I half regret the beers."

I start to tear up

"(y/n) in the bathroom, (y/n) in the bathroom at a party, as I choke back the tears. I'll wait as long as I need until my face is dry. Or I'll just blame it on weed, or something in my eye! I'm just (y/n) who you don't know, (y/n) flyin' solo (y/n) in the bathroom by herself!"

I feel my heart start beating faster

Knock, Knock, Knock, Knock

"They're gonna start to shout soon..."

Knock, Knock, Knock, Knock

"Oh hell yeah, I'll be out soon"

Knock, Knock, Knock, Knock

"It sucks you left me here alone"

Knock, Knock, Knock, Knock

"Here in this teenage battle zone"

Clang, Clang, Clang, Clang

I get up and go over to the sink

"I feel the pressure blowing up"

Bang, Bang, Bang, Bang

"My big mistake was showing up!"

Splash, Splash, Splash, Splash

'I throw some water in my face, and I am in a better place. I go to open up the door, But I can't hear knocking... anymore'

I look at myself in the mirror

" And I can't help but yearn, for a different time. And then I look in the mirror, And the present is clearer... And there's no denying, I'm just-"

I break down allowing tears to fall. I loved him but he was too much of and idiot to realize...

" at a party... is there a sadder sight than-"

I start to hum, 'he did this to me' I think to myself..

"(y/n) in the bathroom at a party. This is a heinous night, I wish I stayed at home watching cable porn."

I start to cry more

"Or wish I offed myself instead, Wish I was never born!"

I drag myself down against the wall

" I'm just (y/n) who's a loner, so she must be a stoner, rides a PT Cruiser, God she's such a loser! (y/n) flyin' solo, who do you think that you know, (y/n) in the bathroom by herself!"

I go through my photos, as I delete photos of me and Richie.

'All by herself!'

The memories make me angry and sad

'All by herself!'

I get up and make my way up to the mirror,

"All you know about me is my name..."

I look up at the mirror

"Awesome party, I'm so glad I came."

As I walk out of the bathroom, I'm stopped by stan as I look at him with my red puffy eyes,

"I-I'm going home see ya, Stan." I start to walk away. He grabs my arm, " Let me walk you home?" he asks me, I smile a bit, "sure."

As we were walking I was telling Stan of how I've always liked, more like love, Richie, and of how he made me feel special, and it was because of the stupid pill, Stan lets me rant, " I'm sorry if it sounds like I'm just rambling... It's just I really care about him, but he couldn't give a fuck about me..." I look down as we reach my doorstep, he takes my hand, " I know he cares about you, just give him time." He smiles at me as I smile back, " Thanks Stan." I say as I kiss his cheek, " See ya." as I enter my house.

STANS POV

She really cares about him, and so know he does for her too. He used to talk to all of us about her all the time. And know because of that stupid pill he's just a plain jackass. I should be the one that she thinks of, I love her, but she doesn't love me back...

(A/N: heeey I hope you enjoyed this story I might do another part of this where it's mainly just Stan x reader, maybe I don't know yet comment what you think. Besides that I hope you enjoyed the story, if you have any ideas for preferences, one shots, or smuts comment or message me :))