A Malivia Love Story

Part 6

{hey guys sorry I don't update often I've been busy with school lately but I'm about to publish a new story if you want to check it out}

[olivias POV]
           I heard slow walking down the stairs and a door shut with sadness and anger. I walked out of my bedroom and went to the kitchen. I opened the fridge because I was so fucked up from the fight I had with Marah. He can't do that to me you don't tell someone that you love them but still say that you have a different boyfriend. I thought to myself that I had over reacted but I hadn't what Marah did to me I just couldn't forgive him. I felt my face getting heavy and hot tears burning my face as they fell to the ground. I looked over to the left and found a couple butcher knifes. I looked at them thoroughly and walked over to them slowly like there was no life in me that was left. I slowly picked the smallest one up and hovered it over my wrist I heard the door creek open and I heard a scream as the the knife dropped onto the floor. My mom was in the doorway with grocery's all over the floor she had tears dripping down her face while I was in on the floor shoving my face in my hands with shame. I heard footsteps coming closer to me. I looked up and saw my mom looking at me with fear and sadness. I stood up and picked the knife up and put it back.
       "Mom I'm sorry I do t know what I was thinking. I'm just having a hard time right now and felt like taking life of the table would be easier then actually having to deal with it." I started to ball as I felt my mom pull me close and put her arms around my head.
       "Shhh it's okay it happens. Shh you'll be fine. just know that I love you so much and please talk to me when you feel sad and don't go to death first come to me." My mom was comforting me while stroking my head. I felt my head start to get wet with my moms tears and I started to cry to knowing that my mom was.
Time skips 1 day later
I haven't gotten one text from marah sense our fight and I wasn't going to tell her about the attempt at death. My mom came upstairs to wake me up as always. "Good morning sunshine get dressed I'm taking you to the doctor today!" My mom said to me with enthusiasm
      "Why am I going to the doctor I already got my monthly check up?"
       "I know but you need to see a doctor so he can see if your suicidal or not."
        I got up and got dressed not exited to go to the stupid doctor especially sense I have to be there because of suicide and depression reasons. I got breakfast and went to the car we drove to the doctors office and sat in the waiting area my mom read a magazine not talking to me at all. I sat there on my phone looking through Marah and my text messages.
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Marah- hey you want to go to kings island today it will be a date and not a friend date😉

Olivia- sure but no it won't be a date we aren't dating

Marah- what ever you say darling😘
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     I started to cry and put my face In my hands. The door to the doctors office opens and I look behind me to see who my doctors was and guess who... marahs dad. "Hey Olivia how's it going follow me."