Where I Am Now

From the beginning

Paris

First i'll start from when i was about 5. So i want to let u know my mom and dad despise each other. They cant stand even to be in the same room. THEY EVEN HAVE THEIR OWN ROOMS! But anyway the reason why is because of my dad.

So basically my dad tricked my mom into thinking hes just the perfect husband. And giving her stuff and caring for her. But after they got married all that stopped. He stopped being the loving caring man he was and began to not even say hi or bye when he entered a room. So i guess my mom got fed up.

This is how it started. I was 5 and i was geting ready to go to my daycare but i threw up. So my mom said i didn't have to go. So i was siting at the kithchen table and taking medicine while mom was siting next to me when my dad walked out his room.  He said " Oh. Your not going to school ?" Then my mom said in a stern voice " No shes sick." Then my dad said " Oh. Well i didn't know." "You never know anything." my mom said in a VERY annoyed voice.

The next thing i know my mom had strems coming from her eyes holdin me tightly while my dad was yelling and screaming. But my mom kept holding me back from him. And i was just tring to figure out what is goin on. Eventually my dad walked out the front door and slammed it. But when we thought he was gone, he came back and said " Just let me give my daughter a hug before i go to work." "No no u want go and start slaming doors and shit no leave." Then my dad walked out yelling almost every single curse word in the english dictionary.

After that my mom wiped all her tears and turned around to ask me with a smile" Would u like to go in your room and watch some backyardigans ( a baby show i used to love and always watch)".  I just stood there stuned and didn't know what in the hell just hapoened, so i just accepted and walked in my room and went to sleep. And that was the day i knew that my life was not gonna be pretty.