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Chapter 6 | XO

GUYYSSS , I AM SOO SORRY . I DON'T KNOW WHY WATTPAD KEEPS TAKING MY PICTURES OFF THE MM . So if you don't see the pictures , I apologize . But if the pics don't stay . I'll try my best to keep posting them again . SORRY BOOSKIE'S 💕🌸

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I don't know what's been up with Trenton , but after the night I told him , India , and Tremaine I was with a child , He's been kind of .... Distant , and quiet . Every time i ask him what's wrong he just simply says "Nothing" that's been his response all this week . I talked to India and told her , and she said that he was probably still shocked . But I doubt it . I've been thinking he doesn't want a baby with me . I've been debating if I want an abortion or not .

Why have a child when one of the parents wouldn't want it ?

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This week has been crazy as hell . When I went to the doctors , they told me I might not be able to play football anymore .

When I was younger I injured my left leg a total of seven times . I usually get arthritis in that leg . It's been jeopardizing my career . The doctor told me that at the age of 30 I might not even be walking anymore . If I can't play football , I don't know what I'm gonna do . It's been scaring me . I haven't told anyone about this but Tremaine , and he is the only person that needs to know right now .

I'm not going to tell Natasha ... Not yet ...

I was watching ESPN untill I head Natasha crying . I walked into the bathroom , adjoined in our master bedroom . I saw her on the floor against the wall with her head in her knees crying her eyes out .

"Baby , what's wrong ? " I asked kneeling down and trying to move her hands . She didn't saying anything , so I continued .

"C'mon bae , talk to me " I said still trying to move her hands from her face , she wouldn't move them . She finally put her head up and looked at me

" Why you been so distant from me ? After I told you I am pregnant , you don't even really talk to me , it's like your here , but your not really here . You making it seem like you don't even want a child with me . " She cried

" I'm not trying to be so distant from you , but I'm just dealing with some problems right now . And it's jeopardizing my career an- "

"Then TALK TO ME ABOUT IT ! " She shouted . She continued " You making me feel like you don't even wanna have this baby with me . If I have a problem , you the first person I tell . Why can't you do the same ? " She asked

I still didn't even say anything ...

I didn't know what else to say . I felt bad cause I didn't mean to make her feel that way . To make her even cry at that . But she was right , we in this relationship together , and in order to stay in this we gotta be one hunned with each other . Instead of keeping secrets .

" Look baby , I'm sorry . You should've been one of the first person I told . I shouldn't have kept this from you . I just didn't know when the right time when to actually tell you . But I swear I was gonna tell you . " I said wiping her tears away .

I grabbed both of her hands and looked in her eyes " From now on , we gotta promise we gon keep it real , no keeping secrets . "

She smiled and held her pinky out . I laughed and wrapped mines around her , leaned in and kissed her passionately .

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I was finally back home in Atlanta . I missed it here ! Even though I was only gone for two weeks . But I was finally ready to see my boo !