K.
So remember when I told you all my feelings in the last chapter? Well if you don't ,go read it or this will not make sense.
Well today he texted me ...
My heart flew through the ceiling literally.
Turned out he just wanted to say hi.... lol.
It is getting worse. The feels...
Ya know if you have ever loved someone so much that if you ever saw them with anyone else but yourself you would die... well that is what my bestie is going through and I'm trying to help her.
Well I am trying to help her see that everything is okay and that she has a chance and everything because she does.
I think that I might need the comfort now though.
I thought that since he said he liked me back that everything would be okay , that I'd be fine. But I had my hopes up for something special as usual. When he asked me to the dance I thought that we would hang out together. But nooooo. There was a freakin boys side and girls side.
I don't think he likes me at all. And no I'm not causing drama and I don't want people to feel sorry for me. I'm Not that kind of person.
I legitimately think that he doesn't like me...
I mean I would do anything for him.
He would not though. Because he doesn't like me.
I feel like everytime I try to bring it up... everyone else is having boy trouble. I don't like to be an attention seeker so I haven't told anyone that I never thought he liked me. I think he just felt sorry for me and that is why he asked me to the dance. So anyways. It is hopeless right. I am in love with someone....
who just... is so freakin confusing and that most likely , and no one can change my mind, does not like me back.
What else would hold him back from asking me out.
Well goodbye
sincerely, you should still know who it is...
