Dear Diary,
He said he was confused. He said he didn't know what to do anymore. I thought to myself, maybe I was being not good enough for him. I didn't give him much of my time because I got busy. I feel like shit. This isn't the first time this happened. He wanted to leave in the past but I made him stay, but this time, it's different. I don't even know what to do. I don't know how to express what I feel. I don't know how to make him stay. Maybe I don't know myself anymore. I feel like a worthless husband to him and a worthless father to our son, Ethan. I'm trying to think what I can do but I'm at class and I feel like breaking down, and Jordan's not my classmate this school year so I feel alone. I just wanna go home.
God, please help me. I don't want to lose my husband.
- Jordan Dallas.
