Chapter 4

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Steven's pov:

Axl, Slash, Duff and I sit on the couch. Izzy has his own house now.

"Why aren't you with Cara?" Duff asks.
"She has to work." I awnser.
"No. She doesn't." Slash says.
"Yeah. She only works in the evening. It is 4 pm right now." Axl says.
"And she doesn't work on sundays." Duff says.
"How do you know all that?" I ask.

"She told you when she was here one week ago." Slash says and he gets a cigarette out of his pack.

"Ohw." I say and look at the guys.
"I'm going for a walk." I say and get up.
I grab my coat and walk out the door.

I start walking down the street.
"Hey Steven." I hear someone say.
"Hey Jack." I say when I turn around.
"You got some smack?" I ask him and look at his bag.
"Always." He says and looks in his bag.
He gets something out.
"I can give you enough for a week. And you can come back next week." He says.
"Okay." I say and look in my pockets for money. I really need to look for a job if I want more money.

I give him the money and walk away with the heroïn. I walk into the first bar I see. I walk straight to the toilets.
No one has looked at me. I get one of the syringes out of the bag.

Cara's pov:

"What do you mean you like me?" I ask Izzy. He doesnt look at me.
"I can't help my feelings. I thought I just say it and see how things go. I know you and Steven are together. But still. Maybe we can work things out?" He says.

"I-I don't know what to say." I say and look at him. I mean, I like him. But I don't know if I like him as a friend or if I feel more.

"Just say what you feel." Izzy says.
Why does he have to be so sweet?!

"It won't work. I'm with Steven and you know that. But.." I say and put my head in my hands.
"But I guess these past weeks I feel more a connection with you." I say. I see him smiling.

"Was this your plan?" I ask. "First getting to know me. Keeping me away from Steven and getting me to fall in love with you?" I ask.
"I didn't keep Steven away from you. I always asked Steven if you two had plans. And I always told you that if Steven and you were hanging out you could just call me and tell it." he says.
"But that never happend. Did you even see him this week?" he asks.

"No. But I like Steven. And I like you." I say.
"I don't know what to do right now." I say.
"Just tell me if you know what to do. If you want to stay with Steven, I'm fine with that. I just hope you still want to be friends. And if you want to be with me. Than I'll be happy of course. But just listen to your heart." He says.
"You want something to drink?" he asks and gets up.
"Some wine." I say.

My cell phone rings.
"Hello?" I say. Izzy walks in the room and puts the glass of wine on the table.
"Oh hey Steven." I say. Izzy looks at me.
"Where are you?" he asks. He sounds high.
"I uhm... I am in the store." I say and look at Izzy.
"When are you coming back? I'm in front of your house right now." he says.

"Uhm... Why? Are you alright?" I ask.
"Yes. I feel really good." He says.
"Did you buy heroïn from Jack again? I told you to stay away from him." I say.
"Yeah yeah. When are you back?" He says.
"I'll be there in a couple minutes." I say.

"I'm sorry. I need to go." I say and get up. Izzy gets up too.
"Everything alright with Steven?" He asks.
"I don't know. When I still bought stuff from Jack he asked way too much. I became broke. And he puts other stuff in it. Which made me overdose." I say.
I get my coat and stand in front of the door.

"I'll call you when I know what to do." I say.
"Okay." Izzy says. We stand pretty close to each other.
I just look in his green brown-ish eyes. Something pulls me closer to him. I kiss him on his cheeck and walk quickky out the door.
"Bye." I say when I walk down the street. I see Izzy just standing there.

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