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super late for the update of this, sorry for those who finds time reading this and thanks so much....
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"thanks for the dinner mike, and i am so sorry for being rude"
issssshhhhhh i really feel guilty, all he did was to entertain me
and all i did was to stare at them
i feel so hopeless,
i feel that ethan's a million miles away from me now
arg!!!
sleep yna
try to sleep...
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ETHAN'S POV
the night is over and i feel like i wanna scream, i am with my dream girl who's now my fiance but seeing my bestfriend with a hilarious man, well i don't know.
why do i feel this way, she's just a sister to me...
"what is your problem ethan!"jenna
i forgot i'm still with jenna
i am driving her home...
"nothing, i'm just tired."
"tired? tss come on babe there's something wrong."
"how come he's with mike? i mean of all people, i don't trust that man." i angrily said
"yna again? i'm sick of it, she's all grown up ethan can you just let her do whatever she wants to?"
"i am still her bestfriend."
"the hell i care, all you can think about is her, you can't even focuse on our upcoming wedding, what is wrong with you ethan?"
"i- i'm sorry babe, that's all i can say to her right now, cause i am really pre-oocupied.
it was silent untill we reached jenna's house
"please, i want everything to be readily perfect, please clear your mind." she kissed then said goodnight
i was just there foe a few minutes,,,, then i called her........ yna.....
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"hmmmm, who would call me this late?"
then i saw ethan's name,,,,,
i answered the phone
"hey,"me
"you home?"
really ethan?
calling me just to ask if i was home?
tsk
"yup, 3 hours ago"
"what happened to your date?"he then asked
"it was fine, anything else you need ethan?" i asked
i had to cut the conversation cause i can feel the pain.....
"i'll leave you now, sleep thight yna, and,,,,--"
he stopped
"and what ethan?"
"a-always take care of yourself, don't let anyone hurt you." then he hanged up
"i already let you,,,,,"i said that as if he's still there.
arrrrrrrrrgggg
stop yna
please,,,,,
i am hurting, but i must accept the fact that he's getting married to the one he loves the most,,, i would have to deal with it,,,
even if it hurts....
even if it hurts the most.....
