Pure Love

Part 5!

R: I viewed from behind a pillar that everyone is happily welcoming the newly married couples. Maa, baba,dadi all there busy but I can see dadi sneaking glance towards me. I am the only one whom they don't want present there, I feel lonely and I wished if Maa took me with her, I wouldn't see this day neglected by everyone. They brought them infront of house Temple to take blessing. Now also choti Maa is taunting me saying that atleast she didn't get an obsessive, manipulative and criminal mentality girl as my bahu. Shomi ma and baba is not even looking at me, when AP ma asked them to meet me, my baba said that he don't consider me his daughter.

L:  When I saw swara and Sanskar standing at entrance wearing garland, I didn't feel any heartbreak or pain but my revenge and angry towards Ragu increased (I thought a lot why I didn't feel any heartbreak seeing them like that and called ragini as Ragu and why her tears affecting me and it make me weak but didn't get the answer) swara broke the marriage telling that she is afraid Ragu then why she married sanskar as Ragu is living here. I will not allow Ragu to hurt her (he is not realizing his heart has accepted her)

R:  dadi came to me with ma in between the rituals. She hugged me and showed with kisses and asked, how r u my laddo? You seemed tired.

Da: entering MM I searched for my laado. I can't ask anyone as they think that am angry on my laado and AP is busy,finally I saw her behind a pillar and I feel happy to see as i was missing her so much, but then I felt she seemed tired and I wanted to run towards her take in my embrace but couldn't do it. So I waited for some time but stealed glances towards her in between. I didn't enjoyed any rituals as my mind is fully filled with laado. Is she okay here as I know she will not be happy as they all r against her. "I didn't want her to go through this torture, but I can't do anything now and will eventually find one."

L: all rituals is happening one by one. I feel no emotion, I neither enjoyed nor it pained me. Here I am restless abt ragini as she was hurt, I felt an unknown pain, but brushed it off remembering what she did to me. She snatched swara from me, love of my life. But now I doubt whether she is my true love, it seems that love is fading. She left me on mandap for her some fear and I allowed her, exact two days after that she moved on in her life with my brother and am not feeling any pain or jealous towards them. I don't know what these all means,am waiting for the moment when I realize that.

Note:  that's it for today. How was it? I was stuck with this, if this part is below your satisfaction am sorry. Anyway love you all