I wish it would go.
Go back to the way it was.
Before all the pain.
Before all the confusion.
The tears are burning my eyes.
I have to hold them back.
How long
Will I have to be like this?
I just want the pain gone.
It is crushing me too much.
It feels like a ton of bricks
Sitting on my chest.
I am not mad.
I could possibly be
A little sad,
Though.