Insomniac Dreams

Losing Sight

Im sitting here, In the dark corners of my mind
Trying to find a girl lost inside
I hear her call out. screaming for me
To save her from all this insanity

I wander around in the haze of my thoughts
Loser! Useless! Your a Bitch! You really suck!
The words form the Demons that Ive Battled here
The harder I fight them the harder they try to knock me down.
They follow the cries of the girl I used to be

As she begs to be saved, from the evil that is me.
I catch glimpses of her from time to time
Running forever from the demons inside
I try and I try as hard as I might

To reach out and save her from this endless fright.
From the maze of my mind in this never ending night.
what little light remains, slowly dies out
Making me lose sight of who I am
and who I was, lost forever in a dark cloud
of rage, hatred, sadness and doubt.

Random poem inspired by better of dead by sleeping with sirens