"It's easy to fake a smile when you've been doing it for a while."

Chapter 3

A/N: Sorry that I took so long to update, I had much homework and my parents took my phone so :/
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Levi's POV]

2 weeks have passed since I uh... you know tried to kill myself. Since I tried to kill myself I couldn't get away with that so easily so I'm replaced to a place called 'The Wings Of Freedom'. To make a long story short; it is some mansion where all the 'crazy' people live ( A/N: I forgot how it is actually called in English and in Dutch (I know i'm stupid >-<) It is some place like Radley in Pretty Little Liars but less creepier and more modern) such like psychically and mentally handicapped persons, or people who are very depressed ( like me),... After they dismissed me from the hospital, they brought me here and let me fill in a dossier where I have to tell them about myself things like my name, my age, why I'm depressed, my home situation,... Since they didn't know anything about me it was easy to lie about my home situation; I told them that my parents passed away when I was still a kid and that I got those bruises from people who would beat me up at night when I was sleeping in an alleyway. They didn't seem to believe me first but after some good excuses and lies they bought it.

My schedule for the day was:
- take a shower
- go eat breakfast in the main hall
- yoga classes
- go eat lunch in the main hall
- art classes
- 'socialize with other people' time
- dinner in the main hall
- normally a walk in the 'garden' but    my therapist Carla couldn't be there   at  yesterday's appointment so I had an appointment today
- bedtime

We had to be at 8:30 in the main hall for breakfast wich is in 36 minutes. I got up and took a shower brushed my teeth and other stuff like that. I was done around 8:24. Time to go to the halls. When I arrived I heard heard a high pitched scream. Hanji. Hanji was one of the two friends that I made since I came here. The other one was Erwin. He rolled his eyes at her. "Leviiii~" "Guess whaaat" she practically screamed into my ear making me deaf. "What did you do now." "You see this morning I saw Ms Nanaba and she was busy searching new activities and I convinced her to add dance classes!!" "No fucking way." "Yes way, she won't shut up about it since I woke up." Erwin said sarcastically. I giggled a bit witch made hanji squeal. "OMG Levii you're so cute!~" I looked away and tried to not make eye contact with her. "S-shut up, I'm not c-cute." "Kyaaa~ you're my kawaii short baby." "What the hell Hanji-" "Okay both of you stop, you guys are making a scene." That was Erwin the adult among us. "Let's get breakfast.", he said. You see these 2 weeks have changed me I'm never gonna admit this out loud but I'm very happy that I have found 2 friends
who care about me, I think I can even say that I don't feel depressed anymore. And Carla my therapist is a great help to, she really kind, she's actually like a mother to me that I never had. "-Levi, earth to Levi, LEVI!" "Uh?" "What were you thinking so deep about you seemed to be lost in your thoughts." "Ah, uhm nothing special." "Hmm." Ms Nanaba came in the hall and cleared her throat. "Group E4 finish ip your breakfast and then come to local A. 205 for the yoga classes." Hanji, Erwin and me finished breakfast and walked to the local. We where the only people in here. After a few minutes everyone entered the room and Ms Nanaba. "Okay before we start with yoga I want to announce something. Some of you already know I and the other mentors have been working to make a new schedule with more activities. We will start with the new schedule next week. You will receive the copies later. Any questions?" Carolina raised her hand."Yes, Carolina?" "What new activities will there be?" "There will be dance classes, swimming classes, gardening classes,... And on top of it we will prepare you to get a job so you will be able to take good care of yourself when you're dismissed from the Wings Of Freedom." Some people laughed and looked happy, some looked a little bit sad or grumpy and then there was one screaming and laughing like a maniac. Guess who?

TIMESKIP____________________________

After dinner I made my way to the local where I was meeting Carla.  When I entered she smiled and said,
"Good evening Levi how are you doing?"God she looks so much like Eren. Tch Levi stop thinking about him it's hopeless he hates you, he's popular and I'm a nobody, and on top of it he isn't even gay. "Levi?" "Oh, I'm fine thanks." "That's good to hear." "Today I have one thing in my mind I really want to talk about with you, except if you have to tell me something more important.", she said kindly "No, no it's okay, what do you wanna talk about?" She grabbed her hand bag and took something out of it and placed it on the table. A copy of my dossier.

(dossier looks like this;)

                       EA65-632

Name: Levi Ackerman
Age: 16
Gender: male
Case: attempted suicide, self harm, parents death (?), bullied
Extra: - cuts ➡️self harm
                       ➡️?
                           ↘️other reason (?)
           - Bruises ➡️beatings at school
                             ➡️beatings out school
                                ↘️in alleyway
                                 ↘️at home (?)
          - Whip marks
           - Bite marks
          - Bruises on
            lower part  🔀 at home (?)

(And other shit)

"As you can see Levi, the information we got from you and the medical information out hospital doesn't match with each other. Witch let us to the conclusion that you're parents are still alive and that could explain the whip marks and etc."

"Levi, did you get abused at home?"