Crush (Yoongi x Chanyeol)

Part 13

Min Yoongi, also known as BTS's Suga and Agust D', can't seem to find the time or even make the time to see his ex-boyfriend, Park Chanyeol as he was busy producing and rearranging songs for his own group for their next comeback.

Their practices are a constant and even if they have no practice on the assigned day, Yoongi would spend most of his time in the studio to make music. Seokjin would be working hard for his vocals and dances, Namjoon and Hoseok would be helping each other out with their own producing with some help from Yoongi himself.

Hoseok would be practicing his rap with Yoongi and his dances with Jimin and Jungkook. Jimin, Jungkook, Taehyung and Seokjin would help each other with vocal lesson. There's no time for any break and lagging.

All the eldest rapper ever did was work, work and more work.

He sighed and stopped himself from clicking his mouse. He couldn't help it but kept getting distracted by anything around him. Yoongi rubbed his eyes tiredly and yawned, mouth wide opened, hand instantly covered his mouth.

He needs rest but he couldn't. He needs to focus on his work and stop lagging so much. He needs to produce the best songs for BTS to be recognized by everyone. He whined tiredly as he stretched his body to let the knots popped away from his muscles.

He sighed again.

He took his phone out of his jeans' pocket and unlocked it. He logged in into Twitter and scrolled through his phone, looking at the funny and emotional things Army posted in it. He quietly chuckled as he saw Jungkook's face with Taehyung's. Army called them as 'Taekook', Yoongi believed.

He posted a picture of himself in the Genius Lab, or so that was what he called his beloved studio, with the caption, "I hope all of you have eaten your meal, Army! I want to eat now. I wonder what Seokjin hyung cooked this time. I'm craving his special Japchae. Love you, Army! Have a nice day!"

Yoongi smiled as he sent the twit, getting so many positive feedbacks but also attracts the negative ones at the same time.

Now, Yoongi is not a masochist, don't get him wrong.

He's not fond of masochism. He isn't the type of person that likes to hurt his own self unless necessary. Though, he couldn't help but scroll down the twits of negativity he gets every time he uploaded a picture of himself in Twitter.

"Just kill yourself. BTS is better without you. A rapper? Pfft, you must be joking, right? It irks me when I see your disgusting face, not after what you had done to Chanyeol oppa."

Yoongi sighed, placing his phone down on the table.

Everyone was mad at him, including his members as well. Yoongi won't blame them for getting mad at him for what he did to Chanyeol. He himself is blaming his own self of what had happened to their broken relationship.

Speaking of Chanyeol, Yoongi bit his lips and stared at his phone. He had promised Seokjin, Jungkook and Jimin that he would try to mend back his relationship with the younger but he never had gotten the time to do that.

Now that he's not doing anything... A little break wouldn't hurt him, right?

Yoongi then dialed Chanyeol's number.

The latter answered after the forth ring, signaling that he's reluctant to talk to Yoongi. His heart dropped to his stomach, flat.

"What?" Chanyeol asked over the phone, deep voice washing Yoongi's anxiety away. Yoongi took in a deep breath and sighed.

Here goes nothing. Comes back with a prize or leave with disappointment.

"Yeol..." He called the other by his nickname softly.

"Do you..." Yoongi trailed, nerves getting through everywhere, leaving him trembling but he tried to hide it as much as he could, not that it was necessary to do that either.

"Do you... want us to try again?" He finally asked, popping the question in a slow approach, just in case he would be rejected.

Chanyeol's breath hitched over the phone and Yoongi heard that, making him frantic. The smaller male had to bit his lips to stop himself from bursting into tears right now and ended up rambling something almost close to nonsense.

"I know that this is not something that we can talk over a phone call but I didn't actually plan to talk to you until a few minutes ago. I just want us to try again. I promise I'll do better this time."

"It's wrong for me to do the things I did to you. I know I made a mistake, a big one. I want to fix my mistakes but I completely understand if you don't want to. I did hurt you after all and I'm not asking for your forgiveness yet. I just want to..."

Yoongi sighed. "I just want to... be your boyfriend again. I missed you."

Chanyeol was already crying at the other side of the call and Yoongi knew about it. He knew the stifling noises he heard were the cries of the other male and that alone made Yoongi teared up as well.

"Yoongi..." Chanyeol hiccupped as he called the other male's name.

Yoongi waited for Chanyeol to clear up his mind so that he could come with a coherent answer to Yoongi's shocking request.

"I want us back," he answered.

Yoongi smiled through his tears, cheeks and eyes puffed with redness. He then burst into tears and sobbed out of happiness. "Thank you, Yeol."

"I missed you so much."

Chanyeol hummed under his breath, choked on his words a little. "I missed you too, Yoon. Can we..." he trailed hesitantly. "Can we meet up right now? I want to see you, please..." he begged.

Yoongi bit his lips and looked at the time. "Are you sure? We can meet up at my place. I'm pretty sure Seokjin hyung is going to flip if I don't return home right now actually. I've been spending too much time in this studio."

"Or you can come here at the café. I'll tell Seokjin hyung that I'm going to stay here a little longer."

Chanyeol breathed out a long breath. "I'll go there," he said. Yoongi smiled slightly. "Okay, Yeol."

"Yeah, be there in a bit. Oh, and baby?"

Yoongi's heart thumped in his chest by the pet name, he smiled stupidly. "Yeah, Yeol?" he asked, trying to keep his smile to a minimum but to no avail. His smile is as wide as his face was, showing his gums all the way.

"I love you."

The elder of the relationship smiled a little wider, if that's even possible. He giggled giddily, heart beating so fast out of adrenaline rushing through his veins. He sighed of relief. "I love you too," he replied.

They ended the phone call, neither wanted to be separated from each other again but Chanyeol promised Yoongi that he would come in a few minutes. Chanyeol informed Junmyeon as Yoongi informed Namjoon and Seokjin about their where-a-bouts and activities.

Seokjin and Namjoon were ecstatic to hear about the mended relationship. They told the maknae lines and Yoongi's other best friend, they whooped out of happiness for their member and long-time friend.

They all wished him good luck.