He loves me, he loves me not. (Niall Horan/ Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 4

"What is going on here!?" Liam asks surprised.

"We didn't do anything I swear!" I hear Harry answer.

"What the fuck Harry! You to Tracey! We just broke up last night and this is what you go and do!?" Niall screams.

"Harry and I know what we did and didn't do last night. It's none of your business and why do you even care?" I say a bit ashamed of myself.

"Tracey excuse us, we need to have a talk with Niall and Harry. Why don't you go eat something." Zayn says.

The boys leave the tour bus and I am alone. I'm sitting on the couch holding a cup of coffee and just thinking about all the events that happened in only a few hours. I think back of how Niall and I first met. Our parents worked together so we would always be invited to events. Niall and I met when we were about 12. We were at a barbeque with our parents and we just started talking after our parents told us to go run along. I tripped and fell when we were seeing who could run faster and Niall helped me up. He asked me if I was alright and that's when I knew, I liked Niall James Horan.

We started talking a lot and texting and chatting online. I liked him a lot and then one day he told me he liked me and I was filled with joy. I didn't tell him I liked him until we were 14 almost 15. The same day he asked me out on a date. We went to see a movie then went out to dinner. It was a bit awkward but we got over it. We actually went on a couple of dates then he asked me to be his girlfriend and of course I accepted. When he auditioned for The X factor I missed him so much but I knew he was going to be big. He has sung to me a couple of times when we were dating and I thought he had an amazing voice. When Niall came back home, signed to Simon Cowell with his new band One Direction, I thought whoa, I am dating a famous person. One Direction wasn’t really big right after The X Factor. They did some signings and photo shoots but nothing big. Until about 1 year later after they released a CD, Niall asked me to come on tour with him. I couldn’t say no.

All of my friends were so jealous and said they wanted a relationship like ours. I thought nothing could ever break us apart but I guess he just doesn't feel the sparks anymore.

I finally block out my thoughts and get up to take a shower. I throw on a plain white V-neck shirt and some gray sweatpants. I put on a little Mascara and eyeliner and straighten my long brown hair. My hazel eyes looked tired from all the crying and lack of sleep. I go to the living area and put in the movie Finding Nemo. About halfway into the movie, the boys come back. I was kind of afraid what they were talking about because I was only living with them because Niall and I were dating. Now that we’re not I think they are going to ask me to leave and go back to Ireland.

“Hey Tracey can Zayn and I talk to you?” Liam said softly.

Oh god here we go, they’re going to kick me out.

“Sure.” I say.

“Okay, so we know everything that happened between you and Niall last night, and that you and Harry didn’t do anything. We all really love you like a sister so we wanted to know if you want to stay on tour with us. We talked to Niall about it and he’s okay with it.” Zayn says.

“Yeah we really don’t want you to go back home.” Liam adds.

“I love you guys too, but can I think about it?” I say.

“Sure! Take your time.” Liam says.

I give them both a hug and they both leave to their bunks leaving me on the couch. Should I stay? I know a lot of girls would kill to be me and live with the boys but what if Niall starts dating that other girl? I don’t think I would be able to handle that. Seeing him with someone else would just break my heart, but then again you can’t break a heart that is already broken. After thinking about it for about an hour I’ve made a decision. I go over to Liam’s bunk and say “Liam I’ve made up my mind about whether I want to stay or not.”

“Are you going to stay? Because your tone is making it hard to tell.” Liam says with a chuckle.

“I would love to stay on tour with you guys. But one problem.. Where do I sleep?” I ask.

Liam thinks about it for a little and says “Why don’t you just sleep with Harry, since you both thought it was such a good idea last night.”

“Can you tell him? It feels awkward telling him myself.” I say with a puppy dogface.

“Hazza! Come to my bunk!” Liam shouts.

“Liam for the last time! You have a girlfriend and I’m only gay for Louis!” Harry says.

Harry never fails to make me laugh. I was not expecting that answer from him.

“LIAM! Are you trying to steal Harry from me?!” Louis says sounding offended.

“No! Louis shutup and Harry seriously! I need to ask you something!” Liam says frustrated.

Harry comes over and asks, “What is so important?”

“Since Niall and Tracey are no longer together and we decided to let her stay, she has nowhere to sleep. Can you share your bunk with her?” Liam asks.

“Sure! I wouldn’t mind at all! But Tracey you should know.. I like to go commando.” Harry says facing me, and giving me a wink.

“Uhm try not to go commando please, and thanks!” I say to Harry.

“Good! So it’s settled. Uhm I’ll get your stuff from Niall’s bunk for you.” Liam offers.

“Thanks Liam.” I say with a sad tone.

I’m still sad about Niall and I, but knowing the boys, they will help me get over it. I feel awkward about living in the same place with Niall but I love all the boys so I want to stay.

I move my stuff into Harry’s bunk and then Louis suggest we all go out to dinner. We go to a fancy Restaurant and order our food. At the table Louis and Zayn are next to me and Niall is on the other side at the end, completely away from me. The waiter comes with our food; we eat, and then head back to the bus.

That night Harry and I are in his bunk and I thank him again for letting me share it with him.

“Thanks again Harry, I would’ve had to sleep on the couch for the entire tour if it wasn’t for you.” I say giving him a hug.

“Oh don’t worry about it! I love you like a sister and I’m always here for you.” Harry replies.

“Anyways I’m tired can we go to bed?” I ask.

“Yeah I’m tired too. Tracey.. This is weird but I sleep naked..” Harry says looking ashamed.

“OHMIGOD. You have to be joking!!” I say not really wanting to share a bed with him anymore.

“It’s the only way I’ll sleep!” Harry adds.

“Fine. Just get under the covers first then take your clothes off. BUT we have to have pillows in between us.”

Harry agrees and we get into bed. It’s really weird sleeping with someone I love like a brother who is completely naked. But we make it work and both fall asleep after he gives me a kiss on the cheek.