Autumn {Namjin & Yoonseok} editing

Fall 8

⚠︎has mentions of suicidal thoughts

Days have passed since Yoongi heard any news of Hoseok. The other boys worried but thought it was a normal situation with him, only Yoongi had wanted to go talk face to face.

"and this is his place?" Yoongi asked Jimin as he was on the phone

"Okay stop yelling up in my ear" Yoongi said before hanging up on him mid sentence

Yoongi stood in front of the end of the drive way, scanning the place it seemed pretty normal. They walked up to the door his nervous started to give him butterfly's in his stomach. Yoongi pressed on the door bell, waiting, and ringing again no one had answered him. Before he could turn around to walk away the door had opened, it was Hoseok.

"You look like shit" Yoongi bluntly said, they looked at each other surprised

"Thanks" Hoseok reply giving him a little chuckle

"I didn't mean that to say that, out loud" Yoongi said rubbing the back of his head

"I know" Hoseok reassured him

"I came unannounced" Yoongi apologized

"you're okay, what's up?" Hoseok asked him leading against the door way

Yoongi stayed silent, he didn't really think this through, he wanted to see him so much he came without a plan. Hoseok stood at the door way waiting for an answer.

"come in" Hoseok welcomed him in as he moved out of the door way.

Yoongi stayed silent as he walked in hearing Hoseok closed the door behind them.

"why haven't you come to school" Yoongi asked him

"I don't feel like it" Hoseok replied shrugging his shoulders

"Yoongi, are you okay?" he asked reaching out to him, Yoongi step back

"could you talk with me?" Hoseok asked him putting his arm down

"you won't say anything" Yoongi replied crossing his arm

Hoseok stayed quite, walking away Yoongi followed behind. The boys ended back in his room both sitting on the bed edge. It was an awkward silence.

"will you stay quite?" Yoongi broke the silence

"what do you want to talk about?" Hoseok replied

"why have you not been at school?" Yoongi asked again

"possibly because you make me to nervous?" Hoseok joked

Yoongi sigh annoyed he stood off the bed, before he could walk away Hoseok reached out to him. The moment felt like it froze in time, their hands holding Hoseok tighten his grip.

"Let's eat something" Hoseok suggest trying to change the subject

"Like what?" Yoongi replied not shrugging away

"let me clean up and we can go out" Hoseok replied

"Fine, but I want answers" Yoongi agreed

"okay" Hoseok did not argue letting him go he walked
out of the room

Yoongi looked around his room, carefully walking around observing everything. The posters of old bands, the records stacked, the book shelve. Yoongi stood in front of  his dresser staring at a picture frame. Family?

The door suddenly opened causing Yoongi to jump back hitting the dresser the frame tipped over. They quickly turned around trying to keep it from falling Yoongi kneeling down he looked up Hoseok stood over him, only wrapped in a towel his hair still wet it.

"Are you okay?" Hoseok asked kneeling down meeting him eye to eye, Yoongi stayed silent.

"I'm sorry" Yoongi apologize

Hoseok was surprised, he never thought he would hear Yoongi apologize to him. Yoongi looked away, he couldn't control his wondering eyes it made him blush.

"No. I'm sorry let me put on some clothes!" Hoseok stood up quickly, realizing be was still in a towel he felt so embarrassed, his face was as red as Yoongi's now.

Yoongi stood up giving his back to Hoseok letting him change he fix the picture frame back in place.

"Thank you" Hoseok said as he was changing

"What for?" Yoongi asked looking over at the mirror showing Hoseok's bare back.

"for coming to see me" Hoseok replied finishing changing, he noticed the glancing through the mirror he couldn't help feeling shy

"I wanted to come see you" Yoongi confessed looking away from the mirror

Hoseok stay silent, he frown looking back at his closet door "I have days where I am not myself" he started to confess

Yoongi turned around watching Hoseok's movements carefully

"I have days where I don't have the motivation for anything, I can't eat, I can't sleep" he continued

"Are you hurting yourself?" Yoongi asked concerned

"No" Hoseok replied quickly looking back at him, they stared at each other "I love my friends, they're my family I would never" he sounded a bit offended

"I'm sorry" he apologized for assuming

"It's okay, I do have days where I feel if I were gone all these burdens would leave and I can feel some peace instead of stressing about everything" Hoseok chuckled at himself

Yoongi walked closer to him, wrapping his arms tightly around Hoseok. "It's okay" he whispered he face resting behind his. Hoseok stayed silent not sure what he could reply back he hugged him back resting his head on their shoulder.

"You are not alone" Yoongi tried to comfort him

"You know, you remind of the moon. Mysterious but beautiful" Hoseok chuckled at his response

"I'll be your moonlight if you'll be my sun" Yoongi chuckled back at him

"Are you asking me out?" Hoseok lifted his head up

"What? No!" Yoonhi replied his voice cracked

"Oh really?" Hoseok teased him

"Shut up" Yoongi rolled his eyes about to let him go Hoseok tighten his embrace

"Thank you" he softly said laying his head back down on their shoulder

"You're welcome" Yoongi softly smiled at him holding him
Edited 2025