Just my Childhood Friend . . .?

a new beginning

Ren turned around and as he saw Koneko standing there his eyes widen, he wasn't sure if he was shocked, surprised or what to feel.

"Koneko what are you doing here?"

"I was watching the Show and . . . I came to talk to you. . . Please"

". . . Okay, let's talk"

Koneko sigh in relive and walked to the railing, she leaned against it, for one reason she couldn't look him in the eyes but she felt his eyes watching her closely.

"Fist I want to Congratulate you for the it was amazing, I didn't know that you had it in you"

"Well, there is a lot more that you don't know about me; my Princess"

He said it in a low and very seductive way and Koneko just rolled her eyes as she finally looked at him, as she looked up in his ocean blue eyes her heart began to race faster and she felt really nervous all of sudden.

"Stop this game Ren, I'm not one of you little fan girls"

She said in a quiet voice and a little grin formed on Ren's face

"Dose this mean I'm not making you nervous if I do this"

He took a step forwards and was now standing right in front of Koneko, Koneko crossed her arms and still looked in his eyes

"If course not, I know you way to long for that"

She tried to stay cool but inside her it looked different, she was nervous as Hell and her heart racing so fast that it almost hurt. Her legs felt like pudding and she didn't know how long she was able to take this anymore.

*I could punch myself for that, why dose he make me so freaking nervous all of sudden; I never felt so weak before*

She couldn't look him in the eyes anymore and she turned back to the railing and looked at the Sky, the sun started to set slowly.

"Why I really came is to clear something up, and I wanted to . . . Apologise. I wanted to apologise that I left ten years ago to move to Europe, and that I never contacted you; But I was afraid to. You said to me that you hate me and don't want to see me ever again, so I decided to not call or write you. I came back hear and I swear that I didn't know that you were part of the Band, but I still can't answer you the question if I had come back if I had known that you were here. As I saw you, i had no idea what to do; you can't image what that felt as I saw you again. I was so happy to see you again but at the same time I was so sad because I remembered the word you said to me before I left, i couldn't stay there and run away; I almost packed my stuff together and moved back to Europe But Nanami persuaded me to stay."

Out of the Corner of her eyes Koneko could see Ren standing next to her, also looking at the Sky. He didn't said a word and Koneko sight again, she looked down to her hands which lay on the railing.

"This whole Cat and mouse game really hurt, you know. But it was the only way to stay in contact way to stay in contact with you, so I played along. After I moved away I always wear a amulet with me, with two pictures; one of my perants and the other one Is a picture of you and me as we were little. But after I Collapsed I couldn't find the amulet, I must have lost it somewhere."

As Koneko said this a small tear run down her Cheek, Ren seemed to notice that and sight. He placed a Hand on Koneko's Shoulder and turned her around so that they would look at him, Koneko was surprised by his action and looked up at him. Ren took Koneko's Hand and placed something in her palm, as Koneko looked down in her Hand she couldn't believe what she saw. She covered her mouth with her other hand and tears started to stream down her face, it was her amulet. She clenched the amulet in her hand and pressed it to her heart, she closed her eyes for a second and then she took a deep breath. She wiped her tears away and began to smile lightly, as she looked at it again.