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Prologue

Prologue

"I'll restore myself when I die"

Was all I told Liam. He looked at me with so much worry it almost pained me. I Knew that he was taking the news harder then I was you can see it in his eyes. They look so lifeless and fogged up with hurt like he was the one who fount out that he was in the last stage heart cancer and only have one month to live. Liam sighed and looks me in my eyes and said.

"Why are you taking this so lightly?" His words was barely a whisper and If my hearing wasn't so good I probably would of missed it. I want to tell him that I come to accept my fate and have no more in me to fight it. I knew this was going to happen, I knew I would never live a full life and Im just to tired to fight anymore. Its better for me to say cooped up in my home and hide myself from the rest of the world until my death day. I took a deep breathe and reasoned out.

"Because I have given up on fighting Liam. Im tired. Im ready to accept my death with open arms." I finished and was shock that his face held anger, betrayal, even hate? No, I must be tripping; his wouldn't hate me for accepting my situation. This person I'm looking at is not my Liam, not at all; my Liam had a smile on his face no matter what's going on around him. So why now is he looking so pissed off. I was having a mental discussion on why he acting like this when I was cut off by his anger filled voice.

"What you mean you're done fighting? Huh Angel? Tell me what you mean!" He said as he stalked over to me grabbing my shoulders in his painful grasp. I winced in pain and tried hard to prevent the tears from falling out my eyes.

"Uh..uh" Was all I could say because truefully Liam was scaring me. I unconsciously trembled when his eyes got harder, almost cold. When he finally snapped out of the trance he was in and loosing his grip on my shoulders. He back away far enough for his hands to still be on my shoulders and his head to hang low. I heard sniffs and then noticed that Liam body was shaking. I prayed that he wasn't doing what I think he was. I grabbed Liam head and lifted it up so I could see his face. He was crying. I hate when Liam cry, it makes me have a weird sense of protectiveness over him.

"Why are you crying for?" I asked him quite seriously.

"You're giving up so easy. And have you thought about everyone else? What about me? Who is going to be there to clam me down. To tell me everything's going to be okay. Who?" He said breaking down to his knees and wraps his arms around my waist and buried his face in my stomach. I cradle his head a mumbled sorry over and over again until he clamed down.

Liam looked up at me with his brilliant ocean blue orbs. His black hair framed his face perfectly and his soft pink lips curved up into a smile. The word that came out shock me the most.

"In one month Im going to make you want to live again"

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Okay how's that? I got the idea from The Fray songs in general. Please note; Some chapters are shorter than others depending on how I want to do it. This is just a short chaptered story to enhance my writing's and I do take constructive criticism.