"babe? you okay?" i hear lili call out as she enters my home with the key i gave her.
i can't talk i'm crying too much. i hear her steps coming closer as she rounds the corner she soon hears my sobs.
"gabi?" she asks walking into the bathroom seeing me in the empty bathtub.
i look up at her and tears are still running now my cheeks dragging mascara with it.she doesn't say anything all she does is climb into the tub with me and hugs me.
"what-" "he broke up with me lili. he dumped me because i didn't tell him that me and cole dated." i cry into her chest.
"boys are stupid gab. kj more than most." she explains rubbing my back.
"i just thought it wasn't a big deal. it was in middle school." i explain to her.
"yeah i know. but it was for a long time. you guys did break up your senior year." she says.
"i know. it's just it wasn't a dramatic thing so it's not really that important. i mean yeah i love cole but not like that. and the thing i think he dumped me because he thought i would cheat on him." i cry wiping the tears away.
"fuck kj. you're hot and an independent woman. you don't need a man. if you could call kj that. you deserve someone who loves you, your past, and wants to be a part of your future." lili says trying to hype me up. i chuckle and hug her.
"will you stay the night?" i ask sitting up in the bathtub. she nods and we get out of the bath tub and head to my room.
"goodnight gabs." she whispers as we were under the covers of my bed and the office was playing quietly on the tv.
"goodnight lili. i love you." i say in response.
"love you too." she says facing me.
"you're my best friend lils. really." i say smiling weakly.
"you're mine too. don't tell cami." she says laughing.
i look into her eyes a little bit before my eyes flicker to her lips quickly."it's okay." lili says noticing me eyes wandering.
i lean in in our lips lock for a second. we pull away. i move on top of her kissing her again and again.
"this isn't okay is it?" i ask stopping and looking down at her.
she shakes her head and grabs my face pulling it down locking lips again.