Painless

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*awkwardly scratched chin*

So, I see that I have over 500 reads now.

I- ah. That's pretty cool, yeah?

But, uhm. Here's the thing, you see? Somehow "Painless" went from #161 to #299 in the span of 3 days. I am happy for whoever has trumped me, but really?

Not even kidding, Mum was excided for me. My parents were proud, though they acted otherwise. The last few weeks, she got into the habit of asking me what the ranking was. When I told her it dropped, just the look on her face made me want to cry. And I never cry. Never. Ever.

So when she gave me that pitying, condescending look that I absolutely loathe with a burning passion, I died a little more inside. And she stopped asking.

But, on a lighter note, I started talking to my ex again and she's totally chill. She's cool and has moved on, for which I'm glad. But anyways, thank you all for the views and don't mind my meager complaints, I have a habit of getting stressed over nothing I'm told.

▪JC