Missing Lost

Chapter 17

Spencer walked in as I looked at him in fear as he sat on the bed then I know what he wanted. He only comes to me for sex and if I don't give it to him he beats me hard but it's been a while since he did that now he just get angry and leaves me alone

" no don't your clothes off I want to talk. Have a normal conversation without sex if that's okay with you." Spencer says as I looked at him crazy

" You don't want sex. You want to talk about what?" I said quietly as he looked at me grabbed my waist roughly as he pulled me on his lap and wrapped his arms around my waist

" I wanted to talk about you. Do you have any boyfriends" He said gripping his arms tightly around my waist probably leaving a bruise

" me? Hmm there's nothing much I am a single child well I have my best friend kind of like a sister Avery she's the opposite of me she's a hard head. I have parents they've got money if that's what you guys want they will give you it but it's not like they care about me when I was around them. Boyfriends? Ha no but there was a love interest" i said smiling remembering Blake. I wonder what's he is doing

" Who is this love interest" Spencer said as he gripped my waist tightly as I whimpered and he let go of the grip and I looked at him in fear and he looked at me in love

" well his name was Blake but he wasn't mine he had this bitch girlfriend but he is probably still with her. He liked me though but wouldn't leave her but i felt like he was using me" i said looking down when Spencer lifted my chin to meet his eyes and he roughly slammed his lips on me

I kissed back. I am kidnapped and even though he raped me he was my first time and when the boss made him rape me he was gentle on my first time and asked me if I was okay but after that it was rough and sometimes I didn't want to am I a bad person

He started kissing down my neck and I let a moan slip out of my mouth. What's wrong with me I shouldn't feel this way he is my kidnapper and he doesn't I know nothing of him

I pulled back as he looked at me in lust as I looked away and he looked at me and smiled

" if he didn't want you it's his lost because you are mine and I don't plan on losing you ever" Spencer said as he held onto my hand as I smiled towards him. I like him but is this real. He is my distraction onto this kidnapping

" I don't know anything of you but you seem to know plenty of me. Tell me. I am your fling aren't I " i said as he grabbed my hand and looked into my eyes

" you are much more than that. I don't know if you will believe me but I love you. I love you a lot. At first it was just fun and games but then I couldn't get you out of my head. I wanted you. I wanted all of you the romance the conversation and the sex if you wanted to. You are my girlfriend and I am proud of that. I have a dad but I lost my mom in a car accident with my younger sister and I have a younger brother he is in love with this girl who has no interest in him desperate right." Spencer said laughing as I looked at him and sighed

" we can't be together he will get mad and hurt me" I said as I got up and went to open the door but Spencer grabbed my hand and spun me around and then he made several hickeys on my neck and on my thighs and breast so everyone could know that I was his.

" he is not going to be mad because that "kid" is my brother and my dad is the actual boss of us all and I'm going to announce it tomorrow that I want to be with you and that I want you and I to be free and come adventure with me if you'd like" Spencer said as I looked at him with tears in my eyes and hugged him

" so I could be free and you would set me free! I could see my family! I would love to be with you of course but I would be free and no more beating!" I said so happily as he looked at me with a huge smile as he hugged me