Pulling Out The Strings

Shit. Shit. Shit. I can't take him off on my mind! What the hell is wrong with me?!

"Czarina..." Oh. My. God. Am I hallucinating? I'm hearing his god damn voice!

I tightly closed my eyes. One...Two...Three...
I open my eyes slowly. No hell! He's here! He's here? "Brendon?" Nanginginig kong tawag sa kanya.

His eyes was focus on my face. He's not blinking. He only had that blank expression. "I like you Czarina. And I want you to be mine." Napaubo ako. Is he serious? Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa sinabi niya. Oh my god! As in oh my god lang huh! No this is wrong! May girlfriend na siya. This can't be happen. I don't want to ruin their relationship.

"Nababaliw kana ba?" I shouted at him. Naiiyak na talaga ako shit!

"You're right, I'm crazy for you." Napainom agad ako ng tubig sa baso. Hala! Hala! Mali to. I can't push my luck, Cza ano ba?! Gumising ka nga!

"Stop... you have a girlfriend. Don't do this." I coldly said at him. His face still plastered with that blank expression. Is he playing games with me?

Humakbang siya papalapit sa akin. I step back naman. Alam na alam ko na ang mga eksenang ganito. Wala kami sa movie or a novel ano ba!

Huminto ako. Pero lumapit pa rin siya. He's only three inches near from me. I can smell his manly scent. Naku! Cza! Tigil tigilan mo iyang kahibangan mo!

"I know you like me too." Suddenly, his face turned into a devil's one. This is his bad side. He's showing it now! Oh my god!

I pushed him. "Ano ba?! Ang yabang mo naman yata?" Nilagpasan ko siya. I went to fridge. I got some bars. Nakasunod pa 'din siya sa'kin. "Stop it! Quit playing games with me! Ibahin mo'ko Crugger." I glanced at him. Tumungo naman ako sa couch. Then naramdaman kong tumabi siya sa'kin.

"Stop denying it. Ikaw lang din ang mahihirapan." He held my arm. Mali talaga ito! He's being unfair! Bakit pag sa kanya ang dali daling mapaamin ang isang tao? Without forcing it. Ang unfair lang talaga.

"Alis! You have a girlfriend. Ilang beses ko bang ipapamukha sayo?" I turned on the T.V then ate my chocolate bars without looking at him.

"Easy. I'll break up with her then. If that's the problem." Nasamid ako sa sinabi niya.

"Are you such an stupid? Or sadyang manhid ka lang? Tumigil ka na! May mga taong mas kailangan mong pag tuunan ng atension Brendon. Oo gusto kita pero hanggang dun lang yun!" I looked at him. "Please lang. Alam kong may natitira pa diyan sa puso mo na awa. Maawa ka sa girlfriend mo. Ano?! Pagkatapos mong mag kagusto sa iba, hihiwalayan mo?" Naiinis na'ko sa taong ito Lord.

"If that's the only way..."

"You know what? Ganyang kayong mga lalake! Kapag may nagustuhang iba tsaka hihiwalayan ang kinakasama." I shouted at him. Napaka unbelievable ng taong ito. Joana did nothing bad to him. But this guy? Such an fucker.

Hinablot niya bigla ang mukha ko. "Bitaw! You asshole!" Nilapit niya sa'kin ang pag mumukha niya. Shit! Ano ba Cza? Stop him! Don't let him!

"I really want you since I first met you."

"Well for your information, I really hate you when I first met you. Now you fucking get out! Hindi na ako natutuwa Brendon." I hissed at him.

He stood up. "Remember this day. This is not my lost... it's yours. You don't know how hard this for me." He smiled at me. A super faked smile.

"Should I congratulate you? Hmp! Now get lost!" Then he went to the door. But before he get lost on my vision, he told me something that I didn't expect.

"It's not just I like you. The truth is I loved you. But sinayang mo... sinayang mo lang. Tandaan mo to Czarina. One day you'll wake up and will ask yourself why did you pulled out the strings."