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eleven

your tears are worth more than a dumb boy

ｙｕｋｉ

I've been crying for everyday I've thought of you, my head's really hurting and I hope you're okay. If you're dead, I'll look for you

I'll restore our love in the after life if that's where you are...

but where are you.
I miss you so much

ｙｏｏｎｇｉ

I'm really excited, finally, I can meet her, it's been months. I hope she remembers me
I hope she still loves me
Thinking about her would only kill me, I couldn't talk to her, it would distract me

I knock on her door

I may have done a little stalking to achieve this plan, she'll marry me in the future soon so this information wouldn't matter by then, right?

I ring the doorbell until I hear footsteps
the door opens reveling a small, shocked, messy haired, puffy-eyed, red nosed, tear-ridden Asian girl.

"You're not real... you're dead right? A ghost? Am I going crazy now?"

"자기야...I'm real... don't cry, dumb-dumb!"
I held her small puffy face in my hands and kissed her forehead.

She leaned into my chest...
and started to sob

"야! 바보! I was hurting for months wondering what I did wrong or whether you died or not! I love you so much and you left me without an explanation! I deserve one, you fool! Do you know how hurt I am right now!? I'm fatigued and now you're here, laughing! Did you even care for those months!? Did you suddenly remember I existed or something!? ANSWER ME STUPID BOY!"
yah! fool!

she screamed into my chest and hit it so many times while holding onto the back of my hoodie like I was going to disappear

she was sobbing, shaking- I put her through so much pain and visited her like it never happened, carelessly at that

I was laughing, I'm happy to see her, I really am but the thought of her crying everyday because I'm not there...

her arms held me tightly, I was squeezed in between her and a gate

"Yuki stop crying, I'll cry if I see your face"

"Then cry!"

"I am..."
I whispered under her loud sobs

she must've heard because she looked up and saw my tears falling rapidly

"Stupid boy! Stop crying! I didn't mean it!"
her sleeves were wiping away my tears and I chuckled. stupid boy, huh?

"I'm so in love with you, Yuki.."
I smiled and hugged her tightly.
I guess I'll just have to move to Seoul, right?

you shouldn't cry yuki
I'm not that important

she pulled me into the small home and closed the door

"I'm such a mess,"
she whispered

she rushed into what I assume is a bathroom
later she returned with a clean face but red eyes and a red nose

I could hear her blowing her nose

I was sitting on the couch and she looked at me, tears brimmed her eyes again

I rushed over to her and covered her eyes with my sleeve covered hand

"no, no, don't cry anymore, your tears are worth more than a dumb boy like me"
I felt my sleeve get wet
oh no, she's crying

I kissed her forehead over and over again until she finally calmed down.

I picked her up bridal style and walked over to the loveseat

I rocked side to side, back and forth, comforting her.

"It's ok, it's ok, I'm here, now. Don't cry anymore, it's ok."
I whispered.

she was so small, she's ...really small actually.
"Yuki...how tall are you?"

she sniffled
"almost 5'1"
why... are you going to make fun of me?
at a time like this?
now?
think about it, would that be appropriate?"

I stifled a laugh and kissed her temple
"I love you, 걱정마"
don't worry

a/n: hi! I'm back I posted multiple times today to make up for my lack of.. being here I have a Jin au up called "not like you ksj" and a taehyung au coming up! look forward to it!