Here I am, back to square one.
I'm wondering why I've been shedding tears lately.
I guess I'm reminded again by awful memories.
And to be honest with you, I think I'm losing myself.
Every other night I would cry. It became a habit. And honestly, it's something I'm not proud of. I'm not a fan of tired eyes. Droopy eyes. I'm not a fan of worry, or just simply being over sensitive about certain things.
Yet I wonder, why have I shed so many tears?
I've always thought I was the problem. The main problem to everything. Yet, I do the same mistakes like it's normal.
Is this normal?
Maybe it's how I am.
