I couldn't get Mia's words out of my head , she was right , me and him had to clear this out , we had to set our intentions clear , so that we won't get too caught up with what we're doing .
The clock ticked 9:00 am . I haven't slept , but I needed to talk to him , I needed to make sure , I didn't know what I was hoping for.
Which is worse ? acting as friends while it is clear that we're not? Or Loving him while he's not mine ?. I practiced in my head exactly what I'm going to say . I laid out all the possible sentences I could use to make it sound as serious as possible . I urgently texted "call me" , then I picked up the phone , and he said "good morning" even though its 2:00 in the afternoon now , I was in search for my words
God damn his clumsiness and his morning voice that makes me lose my own . I still haven't seen him in person all this time but I could tell how he looks like straight out of bed , it must be some delightful view .
I finally found my voice and my words and calmly replied ,
" Hey um , good morning , can I ask you something ?"
"sure , go ahead"
"I guess we're friends right ?"
"Uh-Huh" , the uncertainty in this reply was inevitable.
"so Ramona should know , don't you think ?", saying her name crazed me .
"Um yea I guess so" , he let out a breath
"I believe we're good now , right ?" I broke the silence .
"yea , yea I guess so , that all you wanted to say ?" , he answered with disappointment .
"yup , I'll text you after lunch , or in your case , breakfast"
I could sense him smiling through the phone , I was relieved .
"alright then , talk to you later" . I waited till he hung up .
'friends' , don't have calls with as many guesses as this one
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182 Days Of Beautiful Disasters
Short Story'Love will always be a game' A wolf in sheep's clothing , for help he cries . A girl with a glass heart, couldn't see his lies . Wolves pry , its in their eyes and she cant save herself , no matter how much she tries PS: all illustrations , includi...
