Ich Tu Dir Weh (Till Lindemann/ Rammstein)

Looking New.

((I've read over this numerous times I apologies for any grammar error or typos)) 

It was the next day I had sat on my bed thinking about the last half a year. I thought about my dog that I knew I'd never see again and I thought about my mother and my family. I began to fight back the tears wishing I could have one last day with my family or at least forget that I even had a family before I got into this new life. I laid back looking up just wishing I could hear my family's voice one more time. I closed my eyes for a second and inhaled deeply rubbing my hand through my recently cut hair. A few moments later whilst sitting in nothing but silence I heard a tapping at my bedroom door. I slowly sat up. "Claudia...?" it was Till's voice. I got up and opened the door. Till held a box in his hand. "Hey my little devil. I brought up the hair dye I didn't know if you'd want to do it now?" Till handed me the box. I wiped my eyes with my sleeve and took the box looking at the colour. "You think I'd suit black?" Till's eyes lit up a little then gave a nod. "I think it'd be pretty on you Claudia. Richard and Christoph helped pick it out. We were all mixed on Red, Purple or black. Then We just decided black was best" Till gave a little shrug and I then began to chuckle a little "Okay - I'll put it on but, uh... Would you be able to do it?" I look down for a second Till grunted a little. "Ah I'm not good with this sort of stuff, maybe ask Richard" I looked up raising my eyebrow. "Richard, why him?" Till rubbed the back of his neck and gave an awkward smile. "Well he's actually pretty good with this sort of hair stuff. He colours his own hair sometimes. When in the summer it gets lighter he darkens it. Besides I think he likes doing it." Till explained as then Richard creeps up the stairs standing behind Till quietly. I say nothing and clear my throat to grab Till's attention as Richard uses his index finger to tell me to hush. "Okay then I'll ask him to do it for me. I'm sure he won't mind" I say with a small smile I try my  best not to think about Richard being behind Till as I knew Till would have been listening into my thoughts. Till nodded "Well you do that then Claudia. But today I'm speaking with our manager about tour dates for 2018. We have requests for a lot of festivals this year" Till leaned over and kissed my lips softly. "Okay well you sort that out and I'll go and find Richard..." Till went to turn out of the room and Richard with a quick movement tackled him to the ground making Till yell out falling to the ground with a loud thud. I stood laughing at them both fight. Richard had his arm around Till's neck using his other hand to pull his arm tighter. Till reached behind him to Richard back yanking his shirt eventually getting him over Till's shoulder. Soon the rest of the gang had came running up the stairs to see what all the fuss was about. I stayed clear of the random fight I just watched the rest pile on, fists being thrown and fangs being drawn. They all looked like a bunch of misbehaved children ganging up on each other. It was somewhat funny to spectate. I laughed and saw Oliver bent over knuckling Christoph's head. I ran and jumped onto his back like an out of control monkey and he stood up quickly knocking me off but grabbed me an inch before I hit the ground. He then grabbed my wrists and I laughed tugging my arms from his grip. I then felt Christoph hold my legs too. The rest of the gang slowly got up rubbing their back and heads walk up as Christoph and Oliver stood holding me out. Till stood back laughing watching as Christian, Richard and Paul all came standing over me. "Hold her down tight" Paul smiled I felt myself being placed onto the floor and Oliver and Christoph's grip got tighter and the mood suddenly felt a little strange. My smiled faded as I watched them get closer. Till had stayed out of the way. Richard looked down to me with a serious expression. "Claudia. Do you know what sort of monsters live in this world other than us?" he asked. I gulped and shook my head a little "No..." I say. He knelt down beside me I could see his fangs grow behind his top lip and he let out a soft breath. "Well, demons, werewolves, witches, shifters... The most scariest of them all. Can you guess?" He leaned into my face and then to my neck and sniffed my skin. "Vampires?" I guessed in the midst of panic. He shook his head and then began to laugh and his hands crept up to my ribs and I felt my my heart beginning  to race. "TICKLE MONSTERS!" he shouted and began to tickle my ribs I burst out in laughter screaming and wriggling around. All the others began to laugh and join in the tickling. I began to turn red in my face as I then felt my under arms, my ribs and my feel all being tickled at the same time. I wriggled and struggled hardly able to breath. "S-st-stop!" I stuttered out in between the laughs. I had the idea to suddenly stop moving and play dead. So I held my breath and stopped the struggling and I had made myself floppy. Soon the tickles stopped and my arms and legs let go. "Claudia?" Till spoke out. I felt others push and rock me. I laid as still as possible still holding my breath. "Claudia, this isn't funny"  I felt someone place their ear to my mouth. "I can still hear the heart beat. Claudia, stop wake up" I felt the others shake my legs and even my head. I tried my hardest to stay quiet and still. I then heard Oliver "Should we call the ambulance?" I heard it all go quiet for a second then "I don't know what to do. Maybe she'll wake up soon..." I heard Christian say. I then slowly and quietly inhaled deeply then sat up quickly shouting "BOO!" everyone had screamed out grabbing their chests looking at me with surprise. "Haha! I got you all!" Till picked me up and pulled me up to a hug then he took his hand swinging it slapping my butt. I yelped and looked up to him "Don't you ever scare us again you're in big trouble little Devil!" He glared down to me with eyes filled with worry. The others stood around me and Till. "It was funny, I'm sorry" I lean up and kiss Till's cheek. Till used his fingers to lift up my chin to look into my eyes. "You're feeding us all for lunch..." He said patting my back. I scratched my head a little. "Uh, exactly what do you guys want?" I ask looking around at everyone. "Seriously...?" Oliver said stepping over placing his palm on my neck. "Uh...Oh, I see... " Till grabbed my hand and lead my downstairs and into the kitchen. "As a punishment you can be our all we can eat buffet..." I narrowed my eyebrows and looked up to Till "Uh but I'm not all you can eat. I'm not sure you'd all be able to get full on just me...?" I questioned. Till had cleared off the kitchen side and lifted me up with ease. "Lay down, but first take off your clothes..." he demanded. I sat on the side and I slowly began to remove my top and my bottoms leaving on my panties and bra. I knew better than to argue or even question Till. I felt somewhat embarrassed as I felt 12 pares of eyes watching me. Till lay me down on the side and my skin began to goose-bump  from the surface being so cold. Till stood to my left, beside him was Christoph then Richard. I looked over to my right Oliver, Christian and Paul were on that side. I began to shiver a little with the cold under my back. They all stood around me as I lay on my back. "What ever we do, you will not die..." my heart already began to race and I looked up to Till who hand picked up a knife. "W-what are you going to do!?" my mouth became dry and I saw Till's eyes turn glassy and cold like there was no love or humanity left at all inside of him. He said nothing and placed the cold metal blade against the inside of my arm and drag the metal down my skin. I let out a painful cry and gritted my teeth, my eyes watering. I could feel the warm liquid run down my arms. Till paced over the knife to Christoph who then pressed then knife to my stomach it felt like he was well and truly gutting me open. I let out a shriek feeling the sharp burning pain down my stomach. The knife was then passed over to Oliver who had made the same cut but on my right side but instead of my stomach it was my upper thigh. My head was spinning and throbbing with agony as I quietly sobbed my teeth gritted with pain. The next thing I heard was Till "Dinner is ready..." a few chuckles of cold-hearted laughter was next. After a second I felt the sensation of my cuts being torn open more by fangs and drank from. I could hear the drops of my blood being split onto the ground. My body was in agony as I could feel my cut skin being pulled and tugged. I opened my eyes to see Till leaning over to my stomach  pressing his finger into the cut. I cried out feeling his finger literally enter my guts. I felt him wriggle it around blood pouring down my stomach. He had a sadistic glare in his eye and then leaned down and bit into my stomach around the deeper hole had just made with his finger I could feel my blood rushing into his mouth and  I dropped my head back down breathing deeper. The rest had been drinking wildly and eventually Christoph and Christian had pulled away satisfied then Paul, Richard and Oliver. Till was left to lick up the wounds that were made lapping up the rest of the dripping blood my skin slowly stitching back together. I lay my body in agony on the surface my head swimming and dizzy.  I couldn't even speak properly I just let myself fall asleep on the counter. The next thing I knew I woke up with all the guys standing around me laughing hysterically. I placed my hand to my forehead my mouth dry and my body aching. "What's going on?" I ask looking around. "You just snore... So loud..." Christoph laughed leaning over pinching my nose. I could feel my face burn and sat up slowly. " Well I'm sure you guys do too..." I smile. "Well you still need to colour your hair Claudia" I heard from Richard who threw the box on the side where I was just sleeping. I pick it up and began to open it up. "Well seeing as you guys drained me, once again you'll have to do it" I smirk Richard let out a sigh and picked up the bottles of chemicals and began to open them. I slowly got from the side holding on for dear life my legs getting wobbly then I eventually managed to get up to my room searching through my draws and grabbing the hair brush brushing through my hair then I placed on a small tank top. "Claudia! I'm ready!" I heard Richard shout up from the kitchen I went and joined Richard in the kitchen. "Okay, stand still" he said pulling me in front of him, "Okay you two me and the guys are heading out to meet the manager and grab some shopping. I'll bring home some new clothes too Claudia" Till said then all left the house, it was just me and Richard alone. Before I could even say thank you everyone had gone. I felt Richard slowly applying the hair dye using his fingers to work it in. "So - How did you even get into Rammstein?" I ask trying to kill the silence. Richard inhaled deeply "Well, it started when I got a guitar in Czechoslovakia, I was going to sell it but when I got back to east Germany a girl kept asking to play, me having a rough past with anger I just got angry and started to strumming the strings; then the more I played harder the more she liked it so it kinda just clicked girls like guys who play guitar. Then I was living with Oliver and Christoph at the time and we wanted to find a band to start a new style in music. Then in 1994 Rammstein was created..." He continued to work in the dye. "Oh wow, but didn't you have another band before?" I asked. Richard twisted my hair into my a loose bun and took off his gloves. "Yeah, it was called Orgasm Death Gimmick..." He threw the gloves in the bin and placed an old towel around my shoulders. I turned to look up to him he laughed a little  then went disposing the box too. "Right that needs to be in for half an hour" I inhaled deeply and nodded "Thank you Richard. So you have a guitar with you?" I leaned against the desk. Richard looked up for a second "What you think I carry that thing every where I go pfftt... " he inhaled deeply then nodded "Yeah I have it let me grab it." Richard left the kitchen and I followed him into the living room where he leaned down pulling out a guitar case from the side of the sofa plopping it down opening it up pulling out his ESP RZK -II guitar placing the strap over his neck and around pulls it out and starts strumming playing an 'Engel' Riff. I watched getting shivers down my spine. Despite living with Till now I still find myself blasting Rammstein as I showered. I just stood listening to him strum away head banging as he got into it walking around the living room as he began to strum. I smiled watching him my foot tapping with the beat. He went into different songs, Links 2 3 4, Ich Tu Dir Weh and a few others. I stopped playing and slumped on the sofa crossing his ankles. "Can you teach me?" I ask smiling "I will as soon as you take a shower and wash the dye out" Richard used his foot to nudge my butt. "Fine, I'm going, I'm going" I headed upstairs and into the bathroom to wash out the hair dye. I'd often find myself badly singing along to some Rammstein songs that I played through an old laptop Till had given me. Black water flooded down my body as I washed it out. Finally the water ran clear and I had washed the rest of me looking over the old bite marks I received from Till mainly. I was so focused on my body I didn't notice that Till had entered the bathroom and was watching me shower. I slowly turned my head to see him standing with his arms folded with a small smirk. "Oh, you were sneaky..." I turned off the shower and Till placed a warm towel around me and then got another one for my hair. HE wrapped my hair up then lifted me up to my bed and set me down on it. He let my hair down then began to towel dry my hair softly. I smile as I looked into his eyes for a second. "So how was the meeting with the manager?" I asked he exhaled deeply; "Well, he says we should tour in Paris, Mexico, Russia, and even Australia" He continued to dry my hair then placed down the towel onto my lap. "Wow, Australia?" Till shifted a little "That's all the major places for now. Then maybe go to some smaller cities. You have the choice to come if you want but you'd have to have stay hidden in a way, I'd have to tell people you're new crew I hired to help with pyrotechnics. You'll have to be wearing pretty heavy clothing so suspicion is low to the public." Till explained then sat on the bed next to me. I looked over to him again "I'd love to come with you Till, I'd also love to learn the pyrotechnics, I'd get to watch you play again and also have..." I slowly trailed my finger down his chest and to his belt looking into his eyes biting my lower lip for a second "Extra VIP treatment ..." I finish Till pulled away the towel and laid me flat he crawled over me placing his hands under my back as he leaned over kissing my lips and jaw line. "You're mine forever, you always have VIP treatment ... " Till whispered as his hand trailing down my body. Suddenly the moment was interrupted with a knock at the door. Till placed the towel around me as the door opened Till was still over me then he stood up rubbing his hand through his hair. Richard held out the bag covering his eyes a little." I laugh softly "Come in Richard" I sat up covering my body with the towel sitting up with Till beside me. "Oliver told me to bring these up in case you needed them... Sorry" he muttered placing the bag on the bed. I saw Richard look over my body  quickly then smiled pulling out the clothes from the bag. "We brought you some skinny jeans, some of our band shirts. We had some at the managers office, I picked a few up then a few uh, female products and also new sets of underwear" Till pulls each item out giving me the new red and black lace bra and matching thongs, then hands me the skinny jeans and black band shirt. "This would look great. I know you wouldn't like casual things Oliver suggested the outfit..." Till continued to speak. Richard grabbed my brush and began to brush through my damp hair as he sat behind me. 2 years ago I never thought Richard would be the sort of guy to brush someone's hair and Till to treat me like his princess. I always assumed he'd be forever how he is during his performances. How wrong I was. They were all so normal and sort of calm. I smiled as the thoughts ran through my mind. Till looked at me funny "We are normal, cheeky as normal as vampires can be I guess" Till laughed standing up. "Now get dressed and do your hair" he said patting Richard's shoulder and he got up closing the door behind them. I stood up getting dressed in my new outfit and I looked into the bathroom mirror. I began to style my hair spraying it into place then my look was complete. I walked from the bedroom and down the hallway to the stairs I quickly ran down the stairs and went to find them all sat on the sofa watching TV drinking beer. I stood in the door way. They all turned to me and smiled "Woah! you look awesome. Better than wearing Till's old sweaty boxers" Oliver laughed proud of his outfit selection. "Claudia, you do look incredible  beyond different from before despite how little we have done so far" Till brushed his hand through my hair and patted my  butt.  The rest of the guys nodded complimenting my new look. My hair was now medium length and jet black, which had somewhat changed the the complexion of my skin making it more pale looking. I felt good and I placed my arm around Till. He looked down to me "I feel I could let you out around the town, the people around here would not even look twice at you in suspicion" Till let out a small laugh then pulled me to the sofa in between Christoph and Oliver handing me a beer.