sorry but not sorry at the same time bc...you'll see
Jack
"What do you mean I can die from this surgery?!" I yelled at the doctor, who had just given me this news.It's been about two days since I woke up, I'm still in the hospital because apparently my breathing isn't well enough for me to go home.
I just wanna go home and cuddle with Finn. I don't wanna be in this fucking hospital, about to having a fucking surgery, because I can't fucking breathe correctly.
"We'll do our part by performing on your lungs but after that it's up to your body on how it reacts to the surgery."
I let out a sigh and rested my head against the pillow, squeezing Finn's hand.
He's been so supportive, he comes to the hospital after school and brings me food so I don't have to eat the disgusting hospital shit they serve here.
I lifted my head up again and looked at the doctor, who was staring at Me and Finn's hands.
Eyes up here, asshole.
"And what if I don't do the surgery?" I asked, honestly scared of the answer.
"Your lungs could fail on you and eventually, you will die."
I groaned and let go of Finn's hand, running it through my hair. "So I'm fucked either way."
"Uhh, yeah but the surgery is honestly the best option because then at least you could have a chance to live there." A nurse spoke up.
"And if I say yes..we're doing this now?"
"We already spoke to your mother and had her sign the papers for us to perform this surgery on you so..yes."
"Fine."
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Finn
It's been a few hours since Jack got out of his surgery, the doctors said it went okay but..Does okay really mean okay? (a/n: me @ my depression)
I looked away from Jack for a few minutes to watch tv when I got scared by that same familiar beeping noise.
I looked at Jack with wide eyes and saw him shaking in his bed, the monitor now beeping rapidly.
"HELP! I NEED HELP!" I yelled out into the hallway, causing a flood of nurses and doctors to rush in.
"He's flatlining!" A doctor yelled.
I stared at Jack, the thought of why the didn't push me out of the room like last time passed by me but I simply pushed it away and sobbed.
"Don't do this..god. Jack, please." I whispered to my self through sobs.
The rapid beeping faded into a long, heart piercing one.
"No Pulse, time of death..8:46 pm."
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[completed] play it cool『fack』
FanficIn which, Jack likes Finn and it turns out he likes him back..that doesn't mean happily ever after for them though. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "Just act normal, play it cool..."♡ Disclaimer: This story includes harsh...