Why me !

Party time ...

As it was now the night of the party I was ready. Can I say I have been planning for days ? Yes . My love for Chris is just so strong I feel like he is a magnet and I'm an old iron fish hook ! In fact it was just like that because in Chris's mind I was just a tiny fragment of his mind and so were many other girls . Gosh I felt like such a fool ! But at the same time I like ,no, loved feeling like a fool for him ...
Anyway I've got to snap out of all this daydreaming time to get ready ! Oh god I only have two hours now . Once I had done my hair and makeup I put on my dress I looked well ... okay I guess ... oh who was I kidding ? I looked amazing I had never seen me like this . Ever!

I hurried downstairs to put my , far to high , heels on . I was ready to go I walked to Paris's front porch and we walked the rest of the journey to Mia's house together...
When we arrived, it was so cool . I saw Chris getting out of his car he looked great! Casual ripped skinny's with a half done-up shirt .
Perfect!
We walked down the front yard to the house chis was behind me .
"Hey !" He said smiling and then biting his lip .
" I didn't know you were going to be here . That do great you came . Wow! You look gorgeous!" He said the words floating of his tongue.
"Yeah ! I came because... because ..." I began . Oh god the stuttering must stop now .
"I came because all my friends were coming and then I heard you were coming and I was like , hey why not . Basically I needed to let my hair down!"
I joined my friends who had now all arrived and they began to chat . Whilst I watched as Mia slithered her was to Chris and kissed him right on the lips . He kissed her back , oh god I couldn't bare it !
I needed to do something. I had an idea !
So I decided to get up and go for it .