I'm alive - A short story

Chapter 3: Jane

Now we are onto school life, I honestly wish I could go to school and just forget about my life at that place but that is not possible as people don't like the new kid, who has a rich family and life, the kid who lied about her parents death for suicide.

Yeah someone actually said that about me.

When I first joined I thought I had a friend, so many rumors were being spread about me and anyone who wanted to be my friend I would accept, I needed the company.

This 'friend' was called Jane Howl, she turned into a 'bestfriend' very quickly, I told her so much, but thats when I started noticing things. The moment I had gotten the courage to tell her about my parents and about how i blamed myself the whole school dropped the 'I lied' rumour and a new one was spread.

'Chloe killed her parents'

As soon as I told Jane about my past such as, I had my first kiss at 11, I didn't really have many friends back in my old school, My life has honestly never been worse, more rumours came out.

'Chloe is a hoe'

'Chloe was a loner and still is'

'Chloe wants to kill herself...maybe she should'

I didn't confront Jane about these rumors though in case it was all a coincidence, that was until I saw it myself, Jane was stood with a bunch of girls and I heard her whisper 'She told me she feels really upset a lot of the time, I mean she obviously wants to kill herself I seriously don't know why she doesn't"

"It's not like anyone would actually care" another girl chimed in and the group burst into laughter.

Tears of laughter, they found it that funny, I had different types of tears though, it was a struggle not to let them flow in the middle of the school.

Honestly I try to be strong but its hard and sometimes I just want to listen to them and just end it,