Chapter 6: It was too good to be true

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So you know how I said I don't want to jinx anything, yeah? Well that apparently jinxed everything.

I recently found out that Matt has been cheating on me with Jane and Jane knew about it, actually it was Jane who got him to come over to me and be my friend, I need to stop trusting people.

When someone actually makes your life worth living they start to mean a lot more to you than they realize and that's what Matt did for me, he was my reason to live, he made me feel happiness again.

Now i'm back to my original life and I don't know if I can take it any longer, I don't want to sit in that same place at lunch because that was were we had our lunch together, but thats the only place I am welcome.

What i'm trying to say was this was all way to good to be true, I thought that I had a reason to live, how could I be so stupid, im being punished for killing my parents and it is honestly killing me.

I don't know  what else to say, my life is back to how it was, I am trying to fight I really am, but I wouldn't count on me being able to fight much longer.

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