Painted Words

Fault

Is it my fault

Is it my fault I can't think clearly
Is it my fault I have these voices
Is it my fault my parents view me in disgust
Is it my fault I feel like I'm drowning and I can't catch a breath
Is it my fault I'll never feel like I'm anywhere near the best
Is it my fault I'm as useful as pencil with no lead
Is it my fault the only place I feel comfortable is my bed
Is it my fault I act out In hopes of a sliver of attention
Is it my fault I feel dumber than dumb
Is it my fault I'm crying in my car right now
Is it my fault I might be soon be as dead as the mist
Is it my fault I'm damned.