What happens when you are told to be your own Rolemodel?
What happens when you are told over and over you just have to choose to be happy?
What happens when your own family ignores your any and all cries for help?
What happens when you are told over and over that who you are isn't valid?
What happens when all you want to do is cry?
What happens when who you are isn't good enough anymore?
What happens when you think your getting better to only fall down the same old hole again?
What happens when you think your smiling more for it to only be replaced by a frown mere seconds later?
What happens when all you feel all the time is all succumbing loneliness?
What happens when you realize you have social anxiety?
What happens when you realize you are all by yourself?
What happens then?
Nothing.
Nothing ever happens.
