The Monster

Chapter 4 Ash

I woke up last night from nightmares about what happened 5 years ago. About how I didnt know what was going on with me. How I killed my family and my best friend . I was only 15. For a year I lived with my boyfriend. His parents loved me so there didn't care and I had no were to go. Everyone thought that my mum and dad were murded by some guy but they didn't know who. Some of that was true but it was me and I did the same to my boyfriend. I didnt mean to kill them. It was just lost of contral. I haven't thought about it in 4 years. So why am I now. I get out of bed telling myself it was because I was hungry. Walking out of my bedroom hearing my feed on the wood floor. Feeling the cold on my skin but not being cold at all. I walk into the kitchen and open the frige but there was nothing in there. Great now I have to go shopping, I hate shopping but i do need some human food to survive. I go and grab my lap top from my room and go and sit with it at the kitchen table. My kiching is like every one eles. The walls are plan withe. The floors are wood. The kitchen beach and the cubes are black. And I have a French door frige not like I need one that big. I order what I need online live my laptop on the talbe and get dressed. I get dressed into black jeans, a white lone slevee top and I put on my black vans. With nothing to do here I live the amprment . On the way out I grab my backpack which is aways by the front door. walking out of the apartment building I can feel the wind bowing. Noting my black curly hair so I grab my hair tie the that's always around my writs and tie my heir up. As I am doing so I feel this weird feeling like someone is watching me. I feel coldness and darkness inside of me. I turn around to see if someone was behind me but all I see is buildings and kids walking to school and cars driving on the road so I turn around and keep walking. And then the feeling was back but a lot worse, there was nothing I can so I keep walking. Its like I'm walking into danger. with that thought in my head grabbed me and dragged me in to a alley. I saw who it's was and now I'm pist.

"Who so you think you are, first you break in to my house and lie to me and now this. I should just kill you."

"But you didn't. why?" His voice sounded so clam but is did have a little bit in it. I didn't notice before but he had a faint British ancient.

"Why I didn't kill you ? That's easy, it was late and I didn't feel like cleaning up." not true said the little voice at the back of my head. I ordered it to shut up.

"You and I both know thats not true. I saw that look on you face when I said I know about your past . Its the same look your giveing me now."

"I am so tired of you lying to me. I don't care about what happend to me. It was a long time ago." Lier the voice at the back of my head said. This time I didn't tell it to shut up.

"Fine then, kill me if you regret it that much."

We just looked at each ther wanting to see who will make the next move and it was me. I shoved my hand through his chest and grabbed holed of his heart. He screamed out in pain. I kicked him in the balls and he stoped screaming but just monded in pain. i whispered as quickly as I could before someone came to what was going on here. " I want to see the files about me and I want to know how you are involved in this because your obvious not human. And I'lllet you live too if you get what i asked for." He didn't say a thing but just noded and I let him go. Watching him calpes to the floor. Five minutes later he gets up and i walk off.

"You know you didn't need to do that I would of showed you the files if you asked." Ash said form behind me.

"Yeah what ever."

I didn't know were I was going. I followed Ash in slides. All I know was that he was going to get the files for me and I can to make shore he got them. We had been walking to the bad part of town. I've been there a million times. Its where all the nobodies go, the ones nobody care for. It just means I can kill who every I want and they don't end up on the news. I was so deeo in thought that I didn't hear what Ash was saying.

"Huh...what was that." I said.

"How did you get in to this mess."

"I'm not going to tell you and how did you know I haven't been like this sints I was born."

"Because your file was under inspriteds."

"oh."

"Your not very talkative are you."

"No. I hit first then I'll start talking."

"Thats because you like to stay in control." What he said shocked me.

"What! No! I mean..." I had no clue what I was going to saying. I never really liked talking about myself. I never let anyone get to know me or show any form of my personalty. S It shocked me that he had guest this and that his guess was right.

 "I'm right arn't I. You like to stay In control."

"Everyone likes to stay In control. So who cares if I like to or not. Now stop with this and keep walking I don't have all day."

"And you don't like to talking about your self do you."

"JUST STOP THIS!!! Your driving me insane with all of these questions."

The anger i felt was so bad I just wanted to rip his head off. Why does he keep doing this,makes me loes control. I hate this, I hate this and the sooner I get the file the better 

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