➼ love notes | m.yg

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(Who I'm basing Rae off in media)

It was Monday. Yet again. And the dance was next week. RaeMin didn't think about getting dressed up all fancy, she wasn't that kinda girl, she just dossed in causal outfits, for she didn't care for opinions. Everybody was entitled to them.

Rae felt much better this morning, she had a cramp here and there but she didn't let that stop her. She was so ecstatic today that she just felt like kissing Jungkook when she saw him. Yoongi didn't go in that day, the boys said he overworked himself and he was exhausted so he was resting at home. Typical Yoongi. She was prepared for another note in her locker today, but this time she was going to catch them. So she waited by the toilets, pretending to re-apply makeup here and there. She waited for the whole of break, the hall stayed empty, even when the bell rang for 3rd period she stayed at the bathroom, she'd occasionally hide from teachers walking around so she didn't get busted, she just really wanted to find out who this guy was, and why he was sending her anonymous notes on a regular basis, Rae eventually gave up waiting and gathered her things when she head footsteps and his back in the cubicle, the door open a crack so she could see what teacher it might be, but she couldn't make out who it was. He went straight to Raes locker and slid a note through the hinge and smiled to himself. He turned around so now Rae could fully see his appearance...

Hoseok?

Hoseok was her secret admirer? But He didn't have an N in his name? Unless his second name? JuNg HOseOk? Was the letters even meant to be in his name? Why was HE putting letters in her locker. She didn't even pay attention to Hoseok taking a liking to her, they'd been friends since kids and he'd had a crush on her, a cute little kiddy crush, but he grew  out of it eventually. Now she had to deal with Hoseok? When he'd left, she went straight to her locker and opened it, this time there were two sticky notes, green and pink, surely these were two different people. She opened the first note and it read:

Is it true? Is it true? You You

Youre so beautiful, that Im scared

Untrue Untrue You You You

- I

"You're so beautiful that I'm scared?" These are not things Hoseok would say, he's been to google, Rae laughed at her own accusation and oened the other, pink note, this one read:

Will you stay by my side? will you promise me?

If I let go of your hand, youll fly away and break

Im scared scared scared of that

- O

Rae was utterly confused, so O is back, and sending notes again, but who's I? Is I a new member? Oh you know, welcome to the sweet but scary notes pack. Rae had a gut feeling that it really wasn't Hoseok, but she had to ask him anyway, she just had to wait until lunch. Which meant skipping next lesson too.

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Rae sat in the cubicle for another hour. waiting on the bell, learning Korean on the google translate. Finally, the bell rang and Rae bust out of the cubicle and onto the top field and waited for Hoseok.

"The fuck's taking him so long?" She said to herself and she watched the other 5 walk up together. Jungkook came over once every 5 minutes to take a sip of his water, sweaty Jungkook drinking fresh water was quite a sight. Rae wasn't complaining but Hoseok still was nowhere to be seen. Rae got so thirsty, but she didn't want to go to the canteen and miss Hoseok. She saw Jungkook's water just lying on his bag, she didn't hesitate and immediately glugged from his water bottle and placed it back without him seeing, and at that very minute, Hoseok plopped himself happily beside Rae.

"Sup Rae?" He asked, she was giving him daggers and he didn't like the vibe.

"The notes. I got 2 more." She explained.

"Oh, cute, what did they say? Who were they from"

"You" She said sharply

"Me? What? Did they not have any name?" Hoseok's face went from sunshine to darknight in 0.01 seconds. "Rae, they aren't from me I swear I don't like you in that way, maybe when were were 4 yeah, but not anymore, I swear."

"Then tell me why I see you posting notes through my locker door during lesson?" She looked as if she was going to blow.

"Rae? It's me Hoseok I can't write anything as sweet as that, I'd get it from google or sum' and that's raw love Rae" Hoseok added

"You've been so distant, maybe scared of being rejected? Hoseok it all adds up, I saw you, I was hiding in the cubicle. Don't deny this, why didn't you just say?" Rae's expression went from tense to soft and Hoseok gave in.

"Whatever RaeMin. Don't take it out on me because you're in some love triangle with Jungkook and whoever's sending those letters." He got up, gathered his things and walked off.

"Hoseok! Hoseok! comeback! fuck" She started to tear up, this is exactly why she didn't want anything to do with boys. She's complicated. It's complicated. That's when Jungkook came rushing over.

"What was that about?" He nodded at Hoseok leaving the field in a huff.

"The notes, I got 2 more and I saw him post them, I swear it was him. He's denying it." Rae began to cry and Jungkook sat beside her and pulled her in.

"It will all work out, Rae. I promise you." Jungkook reassured her by rubbing circles into her arm with his thumb and placing his chin on her head.

"You don't know that? Whoever is sending these notes is really causing me boy trouble I wish I didn't have. Why can't you all be 7 girls?" Jungkook giggled at her and said "Because it'd be weird asking you to the dance" Rae giggled and hugged him back, Jungkook felt her smile warmly and it comforted him, she hated seeing her like this. In pain and troubled.

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It got to the end of the day and Jungkook walked RaeMin to the boys' apartment. "Thank you Jungkookie~" Rae cutely smiled and hugged his side, she felt really close to Jungkook now, like he was her best friend, but he couldn't ever replace Hoseok, nobody could. "It's okay Rae, come sit, we have a sofa now!!" Jungkook ran in and leaped onto the sofa, Rae then leaped onto him and Yoongi walked out of his room, "Get a room." He said and trotted upstairs to the bathroom.

"What's his problem?" Asked Rae and Jungkook just shrugged. The boys weren't back yet, Jungkook and Rae sped hoe because it was so cold, typical England.

"So, what film do you wanna watch?" Jungkook asked Rae.

"An English one." Rae replied and Jungkook face palmed.

"We can have Korean subs don't you worry" Rae patted Jungkook's chest. It was tough, hard, shaped. Rae kinda kept her hand lingering there and she didn't even notice.

"You okay there?" Jungkook looked at her hand exploring his chest and she snapped it back and smiled.

"Shut up."

They sat in silence for hours as they watched 'Divergent', an English film that Rae had picked, one of her favourites, she always fangirled and spoiled the couple moments between 4 and Tris. They watched film on film and They both fell asleep, kind of piled on top of each other, like jenga. Rae's parent's got used to her going roun to the boys' apartment, so they didn't expect her back half the time, that girl would sleep anywhere, so they kind of loosened the reins a little bit, she was coming 17 and she needed to become independent.

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Jungkook's POV

Jungkook swore to himself that he'd stay away from her, but he couldn't ignore her hurting. These notes and Hosoek were getting out of hand, he tried to stay away but he cared for her too much.

He really wanted to let her be until the dance, he warned himself of heartbreak but he just didn't know how to avoid her.

Poor Jungkookie :( He'll find love someday, but this is Yoongi's time to shine. Upcoming party soon, shit finna go downnnnnnnnnn