RaeMin was getting nervous about the dance in like 10 days and she couldn't help but think Jungkook had had enough of her, Hoseok didn't answer her messages, calls or anything, she's lucky he didn't block her yet, and she'd always weep to Jungkook, who also seemed distant lately, she didn't even know what was going on, she wanted to blame the boys for this, ever since they came, she'd been a mess, with Hoseok being distant and these notes being posted from her locker door. But she just couldn't, she knew they had nothing to do with it.
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She was unusually quiet in her lessons, usually she'd be on fire answering questions, but she just felt mute. She sat in her usual place on the field, legs crossed and writing down the things that worry her, this was her own way of therapy. She felt like writing things down made things feel better for her.
"What'cha writin'?" Jimin came and sat beside her, peeing over her notepad and she pulled it to her chest and stayed silent.
"O..k then, Hoseok doesn't hate you, you know. Neither does Yoongi."
"What reason does Yoongi have to hate me? What? Because I slept in the same bed as Jungkook? The guy's constantly salty and Jungkookie is a sweetheart." Rae replied.
Jimins eyes widened, trying to process this information. "Ah. Y-yeah, uhm. It'll all be okay, we have you and you have us." He smiled until his eyes turned to crescent moons and skipped towards Taehyung.
Yoongi was in today, still by himself listening to music, probably the X-Files theme song on repeat, now that she thought it, she wouldn't put it past him, he's just mysterious and creepy. Hot though. Rae checked her phone and smiled at the wallpaper of her and Hoseok in Japan on Holiday with his parents. She really loved Hoseok, he was like the big brother she never had. She then checked the time for real and apparently there was 8 minutes of lunch left.
"Time flies when you're having fun.." She looked at her empty surroundings. "Sad life." And she got up, straightened out her white pleated skirt and walked to the locker corridor.
"Okay locker, what note do you bring me today, eh?" She felt ahead of this, she felt she knew who it was, but she was so oblivious. She saw Hoseok post it and he was certain it's not him. Yoongi was absent the day Hoseok posted it, any other time it was just there.
She put in her locker combination and skimmed the locker. Nothing.
"AWE YOU STOP NOW? THE F--"
"RaeMin, stop shouting, please." Mrs. Ying gave her a dirty look from the hallway doors. Rae mumbled shit under her breath, just as she was about to close her locker door, a note fell, from the external side of the door. "Okay, the actual fuck. Who's here?" Then Rae backtracked and probably didn't notice it because she's not the brightest. "Hm fair enough" She spoke to herself. She picked up the note from the floor in exchange for her bag and it read:
I cant tell if this is a dream or reality
I just want to vanish like this
- G
Okay. As expected there's another motherfucker in this bitch. "Hey my G, welcome to the bunch of other scary stalkers that think its funny to post shit in my locker." She giggled at herself then speed walked to 4th period. English.
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Time Skip
RaeMin made it home and sat herself down at the table. Her father was there, reading his newspaper as usual and her mother was on the other side washing dishes. She had all 5 notes infont of her,some older ones tatted and scrunched. She tried making a name out of the notes, but the closest she got was "Ongio"
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➼ love notes | m.yg
FanficTo Rae, with love.. • in which a new friend seeks more than friendship. Yet stays anonymous. Breaking hearts in between.