Just Me

About Me

Hey y'all!! so you're gonna find out some information about me that is pretty basic but other parts are sorta deep and hard to talk about. So please I beg of you, don't judge me to harshly because even though I act like I don't care and that it doesn't bother me, it does.

Basic info:

First Name: Briana

Middle Name: Sue(Don't like it, too bad :*)

Last Name: Um why do you need to know?

Age: 14 when I wrote this but probably 15 when it gets posted

Birthday: June 30th, 1999

School Grade: 9th almost 10th cause it's almost summer(yay)

Nicknames: Bri, Princess, Little Red, Red, Batman(girl,), Bitch, Ginger, B.B., Danny, Smiley, Sunshine(are just a few)

Height: Almost 5'10"

Weight: Fat

Hair Color: Light red, auburn-ish

Eye Color: Changes sometimes but around Hazel-ish

Favorite Color: Black, all greens, and neon colors are the main but I like all colors (#Rainbow)

Favorite/Lucky Number: 13

Favorite Animal: I like all animals so I have troubles doing the dissections in school but the all time favorite would definetly be the wolf

Favorite Song: Don't have one. I like all music, seriously. I listen to all types. Just some types aren't my favorite *cough cough country cough cough* but I still listen to it.

Favorite Artist: Depends on which genre, if anyone is that interested in this and want to know honestly, just ask:) don't worry, I don't bite (hard) *wink wink*

Favorite electronic: My phone and tablet:)

Favorite Activity: A lot muah answered later on haha

Favorite Sport: Do I really have one? I watch football sometimes with the fam but it's sort of boring. I used to watch basketball with my older brother when he didn't ignore me. (Even though I'm tall, I suck at it) I used to play volleyball and dancing and gymnastics.

Favorite Movie: Believe it or not, not everybody has a favorite movie, just a favorite bunch lmal

Favorite Thing To Wear: I don't really have one, I usually just reach in my closet and grab whatever. Whether it be a dress, or jeans and a t-shirt, or shorts and crop tops, tank tops, skirts, leggings, a sweatshirt, pajamas. Yeah I wear everything lmal

Hobbies: Okay. So I like to Dance, Sing, practice MMA, write, talk, shop, argue(yeah that's my thing), put together out fits cause I'm just that pretty darn amazing, bake, eat cause I'm a fatass ha judge me on that all you want my babies muah , be annoying(ha yeah that's fun), listen to music, read a book, act (even though I ain't even that Good), be a dumbass cause that's okay.

My Family(That i live with because there is just to damn many of us) : We have my Momma, My Stepdaddy, My older Brother Marcus, My younger Brother Daniel, My younger Sister Elaine, My Puppy(Doggy) Remington aka Mister, and My Sister's cat Jackson.

Other stuffs about me:

My mom and dad have been on and off throughout their almost 15 year marriage and it had a toll on my siblings and I, I mean yeah it would have had one on anybody. They've been divorced for almost a year now so it would have been 16 years they've been together, as long as my older brother is old. Throughout my 14 years of life my dad hated me, so much. He told my mom before I was even born that he hated the"thing"inside her, aka me. I grew up knowing he hated me because he never passed up the opportunity to let me know. He beat me each and everyday. He called me names non stop. It was something I was used to.

By the time I was 10 it was agh terrible, I developed an eating disorder and starting to self harm. No one knew. not even my mom who I was always close to, still sorta am. Not even my best of friends knew. eventually I knew I needed help because I couldn't do the things that helped me cope with life, dance. I got hurt while dancing and I got help. So the beginning of my 7th grade year I started to get better. But I continued to self harm. The summer I turned 13 I stopped but I later started up again because of a stupid boy. He ruined my life. If you read some of my previous stories you'd already know what happened, but if you didn't long story short, he knew a lot of information about what happened to me when I was younger and spread all over. He cyber bullied me. so it started again. It continued for almost 6 months and my mom got me help and it didn't help at all. I still cut, and people in school saw and told the principal. They told my mom to get me evaluated and said it wasn't safe for me to be in school. so I got help again and once again it didn't help. But eventually did stop because my younger sister saw and I didn't want her to know. I've been clean for almost a month now. *Claps*

When I was trying to get help, I told my mom everything ive done. How many times ive tried to commit suicide, how I cut, everything. And she didn't judge me or hate me. She understands that is hard to deal with and has been helpful and patient with me, and I'm so thankful.

We moved to this school and I got so many new friends. I fell in love even though we can't acknowledge it cause he has a girlfriend even after admitting to one another that we loved each other. Yeah thats not that big of a deal but it was for us cause we both have pasts. He was my crush and when he first told me he really liked me at the dance I was estatic then a week later tada the bastard has a girlfriend. well fuck. But him and I are still friends, like bestfriends and im just happy he's still in my life.

Summary

Basically I'm that girl. I'm not popular, I'm not that pretty, I'm some what smart but I could be smarter. I have a past but I lived through it. I love people and I love helping people get through the same things I went through and still going through. I'm weird, I'm different, I'm so far from normal. I may piss you off, I may make you cry. I don't always look my best and I won't always have the right thing to say. But I'm me. I'm one of a kind and I wouldn't have it any other way.

-Bri