There is an emptiness
In my soul
Can someone help me
Help me
Looking at this
place i prefer to
simply see what
I don't want to see
Seeing myself
killing myself
While watching it
It's horrible
I can't wake up
Even when i try
I still can't
Why i am like this?
Lost in this dark
place it seems
like I'll never
get out
Since I'm always
Forgotten or ignored
I started to ignore it
Things get worse
And i can't see well
The path starts to get blurry
Dizziness starts to hit
The path appears and disappear
While walking there i see
other people
I walk but I'm still in my
Place, i can't move
Can someone stop and
Return
Nobody does it anyway
I'm left awakening without
Moving alone
People pass me as if i was
A ghost
The monster inside me is eating
me, it makes me irritable
Makes me cry all the time
Makes me feel sick all the time
Faking a smile all the time
Makes me smile and laugh when
I get angry or sad
I don't know how to feel
Emotions anymore
Getting sick because of too
Much noice
Hearing amplified sounds
Without an amplifier
Why do i feel alone?
Why can't i talk?
Why can't i do at least
Something that makes me smile?
Feeling people pass by
Even if there is no one
Always having nightmares
Trying to be strong
but it's hard
Why am i alive?
Stress is killing me
And trying to be strong it's hard
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PoetrySongs i wrote on school and at house, sometimes when i have inspiration i can write. Hope you like it Cover made by Rylexx
