Omega And The Alphas (boyxboyxboyxboyxboyxboyxboy) (Re-continued)(Rewritten)

Chapter Six

I sit up in the bed looking over too June, I stay quiet standing slowly flinching from the sudden pain in my ass and thighs my thighs having small welts on them a bruise on the side in the shape of a finger, god dammit, what in the hell did he mean just a few slaps? I'm bruised. I enter the bathroom slamming the door behind me locking it, starting a bath pulling my clothes off slowly getting into the bath scrubbing my body clean, sitting in there for a little while after even after I rinse off just thinking. If they are alpha's what does that mean? What's going too happen too me? What am I going too do? 

I pull my knee's closer too my chest laying my head on them pushing my face against my knees, what if I'm stuck here forever? I don't want too be here, I can already tell none of them are gay, June might be but nobody else seems too be, nobody but him and July seemingly have even tried touching me let alone be that close too me me. I don't think they even want me they are simply complying with their instincts, I just want too be home, I just want too sleep this off, pretend it's all a dream and forget about it, pretend like it's never happened. 

I slowly climb out drying my body off leaving the bathroom June missing from the room, I look around hesitantly pulling my underwear onto my body next a pair of shorts, I rummage through my bags pulling a hoodie onto myself nervously wrapping my arms around my body, what if they just barge in? I don't think June was being honest last night he seemed too get pretty into hitting on my thighs, fucking asshole. They're all assholes. I've come too that conclusion. Cameron opens the door staring down at me staying quiet for a moment before sighing. "Alright we have a few things we need to discuss." Cameron finally speaks breaking the silence. 

"About..?" I whisper scared, what if he also ends up hitting me over nothing? "We are all alpha's, we run this pack together we do not have a Luna yet. You're our mate, once we do the business, and we mark each other that's the spot you will fill." Cameron explains, I stare at him looking down hugging myself. "I.. I don't want to. I can't I'm not properly educated or anything, and I'm not comfortable doing that Cameron.. So please don't put me in that position. I also don't know what you mean by business, what are you even talking about? Marking each other? Why are you simply assuming I'm going too do all of that? I don't consent too any of that, I don't want too do any of that Cameron." I whisper squeezing myself tightly. 

"Listen, you aren't the only one upset here why do you think July is so fucking pissy? None of us are gay, or even bisexual, the only one who is is Ben and even he isn't pleased with you so shut up and get over it like everyone else is. It's either that or we all reject you as our mate, a single guy rejecting a omega can kill them imagine all of us rejecting you, shut the hell up and get over your bullshit. Accept it, it's your life now, so learn how too shut up and go with things or you'll be taught how too and you won't like us teaching you how." Cameron snaps balling his fists. 

"If you aren't mated too me yet, and you haven't marked me, all it will do is not fulfill you fully if you mate with a woman, and you'll have too deal with my scent, it'll affect me more then you.. I don't know why you're treating me like this- Like some fucking problem! I didn't chose any of you either. I'm trying too be nice too you and ask nicely and you're treating me like trash, what fucking sense does that make? What have I done wrong too you!" I snap digging my nails into my arm looking up too the man tears welling in my eye's when a sudden harsh slap hits my cheek. 

"Because you are are the issue, you are whats wrong, you may of not chosen this but nor did we, and you're at fault for walking around the boarder always teasing others playing around we only took you now because you'll have a heat soon. That's the only fucking reason Kitt, so we can breed you and treat you as a Luna in public, then just use you as a tool in private. Is that what you want too hear? Huh!" Cameron snaps grabbing my cheeks squeezing them together slamming me down onto the bed grabbing my thigh squeezing it tears leaking down my cheeks. 

"I-I'm a living creature just like you all.. I have feelings too why do I only have too think yours why can't you think of how this will effect me too.." I whisper sniffling, Cameron stares down pulling his hand away from squeezing my cheeks instead slapping me once again forcing me onto my stomach slapping my ass now pressing his knee onto my back yanking his belt off. "Why are you such a fucking annoying omega? Why can't you be like the rest of your slutty race and just happy with what you're given and go along with things? You're making things more difficult for the rest of us." Cameron snaps, suddenly slapping my ass with the belt. 

I lose track of time arguing with him for a few more minutes, then simply just begging and pleading for the man too stop and let me go, he doesn't stop until he's satisfied spitting on my cheek before leaving, I lay there weakly pulling the pillow closer too my chest hiding my face against it sobbing into it. This is my life now? Even my own parents wouldn't hit me, my dad only spanked me a total of three times through out my life, each time for a good reason, this though, this was just cruel, just abusive, I feel bruised, I feel violated, I feel hopeless, I just want too live and go home, I want too feel safe again. If they're meant too be my mates, why don't I feel even the slightest bit safe with them? 

I always read online you're meant too feel safe and happy with your mate, I don't feel safe or happy, I feel terrified, I feel like at any moment something worse could happen too me, no matter what I do will I be treated like this? How is it my fault they aren't gay, I didn't chose too be a man nor their mate, I don't know why they don't like me. If they don't even want me or like me why are some of them treating me so nicely and the rest treating me like trash? I don't understand this, I don't understand it at all, I just know I want too go home. I slowly fall back asleep, tears rolling down my cheeks, can I ever go back home?