Omega And The Alphas (boyxboyxboyxboyxboyxboyxboy) (Re-continued)(Rewritten)

Chapter Eight

I wake up in the bed my entire body aching, I force myself up walking into the bathroom struggling too even stand up properly, taking a long hot bath just simply crying for a while looking too the bruises on my body, I should've ran further, I should've never went home, I should've went somewhere else, ran as far away as possible for me. "Hey Kitt, you okay?" Someone suddenly asks, I ignore them soon finding out it was Kaden turning away hugging myself, trying too hide my body closing the shower curtain. "Kitt, I asked a question come on.. You can't be that upset love, it's natural for mates too do that type of thing come on.. Here I'll help you bathe, will that make you happy? I'm sorry I hurt you.. I really am, but a omega's heat can control someone and make them do things they don't want too.." Kaden whispers forcing the curtain open even when I try holding it closed, kneeling beside the tub carefully washing my body trying too force his hand between my thighs too touch me but I finally push him back. 

"Stop.. I don't want you, I don't want you too touch me Kaden." I whisper letting my tears fall, but I realize it won't stop him when he climbs into the tub. Afterwards I simply sit there staring at the wall, he forced me too open my legs scrubbing between them, touching at my hole, touching at my cock, I feel so violated even now I don't want too move but he simply sits there fully clothed smiling, slowly rinsing me off, forcing me too pull a new pair of sweat pants on and a sweater. "You know, when you're pregnant, you'll look so cute in clothes like these, all round and full.." Kaden whispers touching my stomach, I push his hand off walking out a slight limp following suit, I walk down the stairs into the kitchen making myself some eggs and toast, though July enters the room. 

"Cook us all something, you don't have too be that selfish or greedy you brat. You should be thankful we helped you at all with your heat, aren't you happy? Now you can get pregnant and force us to stay with you because you will give birth too our kids." July snaps, I stand there, soon handing him my plate making them all food except for myself, maybe if I don't eat I'll get sick, and then they'll have too call for a doctor or take me too one, maybe then I can get some help, maybe someone can help me get away, if I do get pregnant I could just get rid of it? "Are you not hungry baby, come on you haven't eaten for a while, doesn't it smell so nice.." Ben whispers snaking his arms around my waist, if he would've just left me be I would still be fine. 

I could've kept the door locked and rode it out, just holding out until it finished, but no. I stand there trying too keep quiet tears welling in my eye's when my stomach suddenly growls. "I- I.. I'm not hungry I swear.." I whisper, Ben hums pulling me too a chair forcing me onto his lap feeding me what I had made him. "He's trying too get sick so he can escape, isn't that cute? Starving yourself won't work dear, if you don't eat we will just fill you up with other things too keep you full, or I will force feed you personally. You think any doctor from our pack will help you? they will congratulate us and simply fix whats wrong before sending you off, no one is going too take you from us just accept it." Ben whispers kissing at my neck biting it gently.

"Look at this, so many love bites on the little whore.. You look plain even with them, maybe bites and bruises suit you better." Ben whispers so no one else hears, I stay quiet pushing him back suddenly feeling nauseous, Cameron looks me over sighing. "Ben leave him be you twisted fuck, he was just raped. He needs time too recover and relax, otherwise we will rip him and tear him and we will have too call a doctor and then they won't like how we're treating him. He's going too become the luna soon treat him with some form of respect. Kitt you need too eat, if I notice a change in your health or diet you'll be punished again." I suddenly remember him hitting me with the belt, how much he seemed too enjoy it, my cries and pleads, my begging, I don't want that again.

I only nod picking at Ben's food, if I just accept this and let it happen will it feel better? If I stop trying too fight it off and them? Will I feel better about it all? Lucas and Alexander stay silent for once, they had since Ben started touching me last night, do they hate me for letting it happen? I shouldn't of.. I wish I didn't, I wish I could've controlled the situation better, of stopped it, but whats the point in wishing, it clearly doesn't help, I should just stop thinking about this all, that's my conclusion, I should let it happen, get used too it, do what they say, maybe the I'll be treated better then, maybe I can be happy then. I hope so at least. 

"Don't be so mean when I'm around Cam, he's just a little cry baby you're going too make him cry again and I don't want too hear it." July snaps, June looking too me staying quiet staring me down, he seemed angry at me, what have I done wrong now? I avoid his gaze looking down. "July shut up. He's going too be our mate now we should treat him a bit better I guess." Keith mumbles itching at his head, the group suddenly arguing on what too do with me, and then the blame is once again put on me for having a heat by Ben, for my body having a natural thing happen, it was my fault that I was forced too be their mate. 

I sit there holding in my tears trying too ignore the men simply sitting there taking it, taking slow small bites of my food zoning everything out, it will all be better if I just let it happen right? It'll be better then I hope, I just hope it gets better soon. I don't want too feel like this anymore, so hopeless, so depressed, I feel broken, like they broke something deep inside of me.