When your friend has benefits

Chapter 1- live alittle

"rhy rhy!" I whined as my dumb best friend wouldn't pass me the tv remote.

"no" he said simpy whist standing from the setee and holding the remote up in the air, I jumped up off the setee to grab the remote then remembered Ryan was infact 5 inches taller than me and his arms are damn long! I jumped up grabbing for the remote but failed.

I stood in front of him, slowly looking up and giving him the puppy dog eyes.

"not gona work rox" he teased.

I began to fake whimper Asif I was about to cry.

"fine you can have it back under one condition" he gave up lowering his arms but keeping the remote tight in his grip "you go to the party tonight with me"

"no" I say bluntly.

"whyy? Your never adventurous!" he whines "always stuck in the house! Your such a daddy's girl"

"I AM NOT A DADDYS GIRL!" I state "I just do what I'm told"

One of the many things only Ryan knows is I am infact a daddy's girl, I get what I want, do what I want but My dad HATES the idea of his 'little girl' growing up... No party's, no alcahol, no fun. And I lead by his rules. Ryan must have noticed that I had started thinking because before I knew it he was clicking his fingers in front of my face, I looked up into his bright green eyes and sighed, I wish I had the guts to sneak out, be rebellious, get drunk, kiss guys I don't know...

"come on rox, just this once" he sighed dropping the remote on the setee and taking both my hands.

" I can't" I sighed whilst dropping my eyes to the remote ever so tempted to grab it, but I didn't. Suddenly I felt Ryan's thumb lifting my chin so I was once again looking into his grass green eyes. Something about his eyes looked knowing, it have me confidence.

"I can't believe you" I stated "fine"

"YES!" he screamed like my little brother Lucas did every time he bet me at just dance. Ryan did a little goofy Dance which consisted of shaking his bum and doing Wteva with his hands and singing "oh yea-ehh oh yea-ehh" over and over again. I burst out laughing, oh how I love my friend.

He grabbed my hand and dragged my to my room and lightly pushing me on my bed then searching my wardrobe probably for something to wear but you never know with him.

Soon afta I had a small pile of dresses. He lifted the tight black backless dress up, I can't even remember why I had that, and some black heels.

"these go perfectly" he said smiling at his find, I giggled.

Taking the dress and shoes from his hands I shooed him out of my room so I could get changed.

I took Ryans abnormally large hoodie off and my black leggings and slipped the black dress on, I'm not gona lie I have the perfect figure, curves in all the right places, just the right hight, not too skinny not too fat, the dress was perfect for me, I slipped some skin coloured tights on and the black heels, to say he's a boy... THIS BOY KNOWS FASION.

"you can come in rhy" I shouted incase he decided to help himself for food in the kitchen. About 5 seconds later in came ryan. His blonde hair wet and a towel heled to it, no shirt and the jeans on from earlyer.

Why! Why does he do this to me!? I'm not bothered about him using my shower but seriously! Walking in my room with no shirt on...

"wow!" his eyes landed on my breast and figure "you look hot!"

I blushed slightly at the compliment.

"mind if I use your hair dryer?" he asked and without even waiting for an answer he sits at my dressing table and starts to dry his hair but soon enough his hair is completely dry.

"personally I love your hair natural" I said twirling some of his natural curls around my finger, his hair is just perfect, have you ever seen Danny from mcfly in 2007? He's like a blonde danny...

"sorry but I hate it" he said blankly and opening a draw to get my straighteners. He stands up to plug the straighteners in and my fingers untangle from his hair, suddenly feeling cold.

I lay on my bed and get my diary and pen from under my pillow. One of the things I love about Ryan is that he respects my privacy. I can write in my diary in front of him and trust him to know where i keep it and know he wont read it.

Dear diary,

The reasons I love this boy I will never know! He is dragging me to a house party! Brandon's parents are out of town so he has orginised a party of which me and Ryan are both invited to. I wasn't going to go but Ryan refused to give me the remote unless I went and well... It's the remote... As long as I don't drink I should be fine though, I'm just going to tell my mum and dad that Im sleeping at Ryans and they won't suspect a thing, their not home so I don't have to sneak out in this outfit, I just have to ring. Oh and did I mention how much torture Ryan is putting me through!? He is sat with no shirt on right now, he's probably guessed I like him but COME ON! Does he not realise how amazingly sexy those abs are!? Anyways I will speak later, let you know how the party gets on lol, lov ya xxx

I slipped the book back under my pillow as Ryan had finished his hair and was now looking through his draw in my wardrobe, we live at eachovers houses so we both have our own draw in each others wardrobes even though I usually end up just wearing his cloths, there more comfy than mine!

I get up and head into the bathroom to wet my hair slightly. Heading back into my bedroom I decide to let my natural curls curl and grab my defuser I roughly put the damp gingerness into the defuser and turn it on to dry my hair. Personally, I love my hair, it just he right curly, not frizzy not straight, my hair just falls naturally over my shoulder in ringlets. I Put alittle smoky eye shadow on and mascara then turn to see Ryan laid out on my bed texting.

"ready" I sing and he stands up, he is wearing some tight blue jeans to show off his skinny legs and a baggy green and white checkered shirt with a matching green and blue hat. He looks hot. No dout about it.. He slips some green high tips on and after examining my hair and makeup he leads me out of the house and down the street, we are half an hour early so nip in Starbucks for a quick coffee, I ring my mum an tell her I'm sleeping at Ryan's and it's all sorted, my first party.. Here I come :)

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Hey hey Heyy :D I know it's very breath but it gets better, Ryan and roxy are just best friends and the moment no benefits XP it will all come together in the next few chapters I promise, hope you liked it :) RoxLox xx