Breaking the Rules [Student/Teacher Romance]

Chapter 14

I flop down on my bed and let out a deep sigh that's felt like it's been building up all day.
"Mia" Sams growl makes me jump, I prop myself up on my elbows to see him leaning against the door frame,
"what?"  I breathe,
"Why are you fucking your teacher?" I inhale sharply, his bluntness catching me off guard,
"Sam!"  I frown, standing up.  My hands rest defensively on my hips and I step  towards him,  "Don't you ever fucking think you can speak to me like  that again Sam"
"I am not in the wrong here" he laughs, shaking his  head, "Answer me again, why are you fucking your teacher" his voice loud  and angry,
"I'm not" I yell, throwing my hands up, "Not now he knows  my age and our...situation" my head drops and I feel a blush work it's  way over my face,
"oh please" he scoffs,
"I mean it, we've done...stuff, since...but not...we haven't gone all the way since..." I let my voice trail off.  This is the first and last time I'm talking about my sex life with my brother. 
"why?"  he crosses his arms, frowning.   I sigh and walk back to my bed, running my hands through my hair  thinking of how to say it.  My words come out my mouth before I can  control what I want to say,
"We met before school started back, we  went on dates, got together, did everything, it was nice, it was  different.  When we found out...our situation, it fucked everything up" I  squeeze my eyes shut before opening them to look at Sam, he's still  leaning against the door frame with a frown on his face,  "he came up  with rules, until I finish school"
"Is he blackmailing you?"
"no!  no, Sam, no" I flop back and stare up at the ceiling, "we're not having  sex until one of us isn't at that school any more, his choice, he  doesn't want to, he felt like...like a pervert when he found out my age  and our situation" I run my hands over my face, "we keep away from each  other in school" I hear him sigh out of his nose and I sit up again,  "Sam" I whisper softly, afraid, "you can't tell anyone...please" I press  my hands together.  He shakes his head and looks away,
"I'll think  about it"  he mumbles, "if he hurts you Mia I swear to god" he shakes  his head, "if he's making you do anything please just tell me, I won't  flip out and we can fix it" his hand runs through his hair,
"I  promise you Sam, it's not like that, trust me!"  I rest my hand on my  chest, "he wouldn't do anything to hurt me, in fact, he's saved me from  exactly that" I nod, "That party...there was someone there who...who  didn't have the best intentions, he...well, he attacked me... Will came along and saved me.  He  actually saved my life..." I mumble looking down at my hands,
"Fuck  sake Mia"  Sam drops his face in to his hands and looks back up at me,  "Why do older brothers have to be protective? I'm supposed to hate this  guy"  his hand runs along his jaw,
"you liked him the other night,  just think about that guy.  His job is his job, and soon that won't even  matter, when I leave school or if he leaves first...please Sam...I'm  not asking you to love him but please just be civil...for me?" I nibble  on my bottom lip
"I stick by what I say, if he hurts you Mia, I will  take the son of a bitch down.  He won't have to worry about losing his  job or going to jail, cause he'll be dead..." he sighs, "fine, if you're  sure he's a good guy, and if you do actually love eachother.  Fine.   I'll shut up" he shrugs.  I launch myself off the bed and wrap my arms  around him,
"thank you" I smile, "thank you thank you" I squeeze him and feel him relax,  "I'll do anything you want" I sigh with a smile,
"anything?"  he asks, his voice low,
"what are you thinking?" I frown and pull away, his lips are curled up in a smile,
"well, your friend Hannah..." he trails off, I roll my eyes and gently punch his arm, "Hey!" he laughs, "she's a good kisser",
"if you hurt her, I will gut you, Samuel Nichols" I cross my arms and frown.  He holds his hands up in defence,
"I'll do to her whatever she wants" he winks,
"Gross"  I mumble and shake my head.  He watches me and I notice a soft smile on  his face, "Yes okay you have my permission" I walk back to my bed and  sit,
"Sorry for being a dick"  he looks down at his feet,
"Sorry for being a slut"  I mumble.  He looks up and shakes his head,
"I don't think you're a slut, Mia...I just...got the wrong idea"
"Thank  you" I whisper.  He nods once and backs out of the room.  I listen to  him walk to his own room and I lay back.  I look up at the ceiling and  feel my body getting heavier and heavier in to the mattress.