maybe this face should be cut and scarred, just like the wrist and heart. this face should have never existed on the earth. the brain should not have this much intelligence. emotions should not exist.

then everything changed when i met you. you brought a smile to my face, a flame lighting up. a spark that sets the whole forest on fire. i have a heart that beats for you.

but i know i can never be with you. yet i still dream. my heart's desire is to be with the one i admire. your smile so cheerful, your eyes so bright. but you'll never be mine...

some don't believe in love at first sight, but i did. when i first saw you, the spark in your eyes lit up my dull, dark world. would you call this love? i would.

the brave front i put up melted away, vanished, when you looked into my eyes. i felt weak.

i believe that those in heaven are watching over us. i want to be your guardian angel. i want to be the one who will watch over you and protect you. to close my eyes for one last time knowing that i will be able to watch over you from above is all i need to comfort me. though the initial moments may be dark, i know that i will be with you.

so, take me away, world. take me to the place of eternal rest where i can watch over the one i love. dear lord, please hear my plea and let me into heaven.

until the world ends, until we cease to exist, until the sun loses its light, until the promise i made to you is broken, i just want you to know one thing.

though the world may tear us apart, i love you. i love you to the moon and back. let this be made known to the world; for i am, and never will be, ashamed to love you.

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