hurt | baekhyun ✔

E L E V E N

2 months passed and I am getting better.
I ate, worked, exercised more regularly.
I even gained muscles.

Longsleeves and long jeans aren't my style anymore.

Sweaters and tracksuits become my new bestfriend.

I overheard you 3 weeks ago, saying that you loved to see girls with that kind of outfit on.

I really don't know what's wrong with my brain but I just tried my luck again and all those bullshit move on things being thrown away in an instant.

I wore those outfit for you on the next day after you said that and what I didn't expect was..

Once I walked into an empty dance room, I saw a girl wearing the same outfit as I did, sitting with you on the love couch while kissing your lips hungrily.

I froze on my spot and when my brain finally processed everything, I ran to the nearest empty room that I could find.

Another heart breaking cry fulfilled the entire room.

Fool. Yeah. I was a fool.

Building the strength in myself again, I decided to let it go.

I still wore the outfit again though.
It's comfortable.
So why not?

Really.. I should just give up for real on an asshole like you.

You don't deserve me.