Babysitter(Colby Brock)

Part 10

A/N hey guys, sorry i haven't been updating as much.i have a lot going on. but enjoy!

Avahs P.O.V

It has been about 3 weeks that i have been here and its been pretty good. the kids are going to a camp during the day so all i have to do is get them ready and feed in the morning and at night. Colby and i have'nt really talked since what happened with mason, but i'm fine with that.

There was a knock at the door and i heard Colby answer it, then came a lot of loud boys talking. i walked down stairs to see who was here and they all looked at me. there was 3 guys, one with really pretty blue eyes, blond hair, and very pale skin. Another one, who was really fucking cute, had tan skin, brown hair with blond highlights, and a really cute smile. The last one i saw had a man bun, tan skin, and was very muscular. they were all really cute. damn.

"Whos this?" the really cute one said flashing a smile at me. i was to distracted by his smile to say anything. "That's the babysitter, Avah" Colby stated looking at them. "Avah this is Brennen, Sam, and Corey" They all said there hellos but the only one i noticed was Brennen, who winked! OH my god!!! 

We were all sitting around the living room talking and me and Brennen have really hit it off, hes a really cool guy. i don't know whats been up with Colby but hes been watching Brennen and me with his jaw clenched almost this whole time and its weird. 

Time skip

Its been about 4 hours that we have all just talked and they were getting ready to leave now. I exchanged numbers with them all and we were saying our goodbyes

"Maybe we could hang out sometime, like get a coffee or something" Brennen said looking into my eyes. damn hes fucking sexy as hell. "yea, id like that"i bite my lip as he smiles and walks out the door. "bye Avah" the door closed and i was smiling like an idiot untill i turned around to see Colby staring at me like he was going to kill me.

"What?" I ask confused as i cross my arms. "What the hell was that? My friends come over to hang out with ME and your gonna be a little slut and flirt with them the whole time?" he yells at me as i start backing up with tears in my eyes 

"What the hell is your problem Colby? I didn't do anything to you and you have the right to call me a slut? Fuck you." i say with tears flowing down my eyes as i run up to my room and lock the door. 

I look down at my wrist at the scars as the tears fall. I look in the bathroom and back at my wrists before getting up and getting a razor blade out of a pack. i look at my wrist one more time before i close my eyes and start to cut. 

i had been 4 months clean from cutting and now i'm 0 days. tears escape my closed eyes as i make about 8 cuts before falling to the floor crying. I hate my fucking life. 

I get up and put the razor up and wash the blood off my arm. i go into my closet and get a long shirt on and lay down in my bed. i think about Brennen and how nice he was to me today unlike Colby and drift off into a deep sleep.

A/N this chapter is kinda better than my others lol. anyways i hope you guys enjoyed! byee