the decision

what did i do

Your POV:

When it hit me I was already in my driveway. I started banging on the steering wheel. Screaming for what seemed hours. I cried until I had nothing left in my eyes. But the pain, what am I going to do with the pain.

I'm probably overreacting, but break ups do hurt. Especially when you really love the person.

Or at least that's what I thought.

I was shedding my last tears, when there was a light knock on my car window. With my watery eyes I couldn't see who it was. I immediately thought it was Cameron. Not until I got out I figured out who it was.

"Matt, w-what are you d-doing here? H-how'd you find me?" I tried sounding like I hadn't been crying my soul out.

"(y/n), are you okay? Have you been crying?" he asked me with concern.

"I'm- I'm fine trust me. Now answer my question." I tried my best to give him a smile, but it was just too difficult. I mean how couldn't it be difficult.

"you're not fine, that doesn't matter we'll talk later about it okay. What matters right now is you. Talk to me I'm here for you. Tell me what's wrong, I won't even say anything. Just please.."

All I could think is wow. He's actually caring for me, and I just met him! It's quite crazy actually. He barely knows me, and he's here. I can't let him go. I need to talk to him about what happened. Maybe its good, you know to let it all out. why can't cam be like him? I thought.

"Fi-ine, but not out here." I started walking to the door and gave Matt a signal to follow me.

I opened the door and waited for him to enter before locking it.

"do you uh, want anything to drink?" I spoke softly. If I spoke any louder I feel like my voice would crack and I would be in tears all over again.

"No I'm fine, thanks though." He put his hand in his pocket, debating wether he should say something else.

He didn't.

We were just standing, by the doorway just looking at each other. I felt if I looked in his eyes I would just break down right then and there. Instead of doing that I made my way up to my room and Matt followed me. He entered my room took a look around taking in his surroundings, he sat down crisscrossed on my floor. I just kinda stood there not knowing what to do. Then he looked up at me.

"So are you going to tell me, I mean only if you want to.." he spoke so innocently, that I couldn't say no.

"I don't know where to begin.." I said as I went into my bathroom and changed into some comfy sweats. Then I looked myself at the mirror, and I was terrified. Is that what I looked like this whole time?

I had mascara all over my face, my eyes were puffy red, my hair was all over the place. I mean you guys can imagine it. I look like a total drunk person who's drunk in her tears from her broken heart. You get the point. I look horrible and I'm surprised Matt hasn't tried to run away from me.

As I walked out, Matt had a small smirk on his face, then he spoke.

"How about from the beginning? I mean I have all night."

He meant as in when Cameron and I started dating.. Oh no.

A/N:

So are you guys ready for y/n & Cameron's full love story? Again I don't have much time to write bc it's summer, and I apologize. But I'm going to be active this week so get ready ! I'm going to try to keep this story going for a while since I have lots of ideas ! You guys can leave some if you want ! Anyways, have a good day! & I'm sorry again for the short chapter !